Greetings to all, I wanted to create a thread telling about myself, well, in general, I'll start. I am an incel, I am almost 19 years old, I was bullied at school almost from the first grade, I spent most of my life at the computer and continue to do it, judging by objective estimates, I have a face of 4/10 and a height of 168, I have always had a fear of girls and I almost never contacted them (except online), of course they never showed interest in me first, I had sex only with prostitutes, like the first kiss, now for several years I have had zero social life, my conversational skills are very strong degraded, I have absolutely no friends, this year I entered the university as a programmer, but because of the abundance of mathematics I can’t cope with my studies and I’m getting close to the flight, as you already understood, I haven’t made a single friend for all this time. Recently I have been skipping university and often drinking alcohol and rotting at home sitting at the computer, just listening to music and absorbing any informational garbage, or just lying on the couch for days on end, over the past 2 years I have been diagnosed with diseases of the back and joints, which is quite worsened my already bad situation. I see absolutely no future in my life, and will probably end up with a rope someday.
i can relate to like 90% of it ... you are still young though
