Deleted member 24297
With the intent to inflict death
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Ive tried it all..
Whitepilling; buddhistmaxxing; rageing; ER fantasies; darktriadmaxxing; villainmaxxing; "acceptance"; nihilism; ascetiscsm; looking into joining french foreign legion or mexican cartels (I send over 300 fb friend request to los zetas members and have now 150 zeta fb friends). I also went to Kurdish demonstrations trying to join the peshmerga; living to inflict suffering; missery; death and trauma ; drugmaxxing: lowselfesteem maxxing and wailing; renounciation of social contact (made a serious plan with my psychologist to move to a remote and isolated saltmine next to an oasis in the sahara desert for 3 months and if it works out multiple years so Id be removed from humanity completely. I wont take electronics, books, paper and pen with me either just unmarked clothing and food packages without a label so I wont have to see the alphabet which would be human connection. Just be surrounded by lifelessness and be at peace whilest not being able to flee from inner demons. The suffering would crack me into delirium/psychosis but after I went thru that Id be free).
The copes are nearing its end. What will happen when that happens?
Whitepilling; buddhistmaxxing; rageing; ER fantasies; darktriadmaxxing; villainmaxxing; "acceptance"; nihilism; ascetiscsm; looking into joining french foreign legion or mexican cartels (I send over 300 fb friend request to los zetas members and have now 150 zeta fb friends). I also went to Kurdish demonstrations trying to join the peshmerga; living to inflict suffering; missery; death and trauma ; drugmaxxing: lowselfesteem maxxing and wailing; renounciation of social contact (made a serious plan with my psychologist to move to a remote and isolated saltmine next to an oasis in the sahara desert for 3 months and if it works out multiple years so Id be removed from humanity completely. I wont take electronics, books, paper and pen with me either just unmarked clothing and food packages without a label so I wont have to see the alphabet which would be human connection. Just be surrounded by lifelessness and be at peace whilest not being able to flee from inner demons. The suffering would crack me into delirium/psychosis but after I went thru that Id be free).
The copes are nearing its end. What will happen when that happens?
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