Yep.
Every time I ask myself "what reasons do you have to think so?/What would change your mind?" I go through my memories, I go analyze myself from different viewpoints and come to the same conclusion leaving me with this exact feeeling.
Why was I bullied?
Why did I have to be born an incel?
Why didn't God and Satan (or any being) answer me when I offered myself many times in prayer? If a being or beings as such exist and do respond to people, and my tries didn't do the trick, doesn't this erve as an argument that I am in fact worthless?
Why couldn't I be born intelligent enough to study math? The only fulfiling subject where you know for certain what is true and what isn't...
Why couldn't my mother abort me?
Why do people assume things about me that are simply not true?
Why does everything I do not matter or no matter how hard I try my highest potential is the equiwelant of 70% of what is expected and judged as
good?
Why does nobody understand me
Failures are suppoused not to be repeated, and as an genetically inferior man, I am one --> I should have not been born, same way a failure should have not been commited. Its an undeniable logical argument in context of the evolution. Since I am, then at least I can be "put to use" as anything that didn't reach its expectations, I'm just a tool in the eyes of society
