I fucking hate my life right now. Yesterday I woke up around 8 AM, then had to run errands and get some housework done. I attended my online class that day since the professor has been out for a few weeks. Then around 5 I headed to work. I popped one 300mg caffiene energy drink since I was a bit tired. Then I got home from like 4 hours of work and had to take an all-nighter because I had a big exam this morning. I studied literally all night and popped a 230mg 5 hour energy bottle in the early morning to stay awake.
I slammed the test out as hard as I could, ate some food, and then sat in the library for 2 hours until my next class, barely staying awake. I couldn't take it anymore by the time my next class rolled around so I popped another 230 mg 5 hour energy bottle. At this point I was worrying about my heart health too, so I was pretty reluctant to take the bottle. But at the same time I didn't want to piss off my teacher by nodding off in class, because I'm already on thin ice with him.
Then i got out of class and checked my work app, and BOOM somebody apparenlt scheduled me for working today and I didn't even see it. I didn't even bring my work shit with me today! So now I have to head straight home right after work, grab my stuff, then go to work for 4 hours until like 9:30.
So by that point, when the day is FINALLY over for me, won't have had any sleep for OVER 36 FUCKING HOURS.
Granted, that's not the longest I've ever been without sleep. But it is extreme suicidefuel to experience it every time. I love to sleep so this destroys me both mentally and physically.
I slammed the test out as hard as I could, ate some food, and then sat in the library for 2 hours until my next class, barely staying awake. I couldn't take it anymore by the time my next class rolled around so I popped another 230 mg 5 hour energy bottle. At this point I was worrying about my heart health too, so I was pretty reluctant to take the bottle. But at the same time I didn't want to piss off my teacher by nodding off in class, because I'm already on thin ice with him.
Then i got out of class and checked my work app, and BOOM somebody apparenlt scheduled me for working today and I didn't even see it. I didn't even bring my work shit with me today! So now I have to head straight home right after work, grab my stuff, then go to work for 4 hours until like 9:30.
So by that point, when the day is FINALLY over for me, won't have had any sleep for OVER 36 FUCKING HOURS.
Granted, that's not the longest I've ever been without sleep. But it is extreme suicidefuel to experience it every time. I love to sleep so this destroys me both mentally and physically.
