Brutal about blackpill exposure

[Deleted member 30198]

even tho i'm blackpilled i still have some moments of soy where i crush on girls, and even if i oculd be called a cuck, if i didn't have them a tragedy would've happened probably

if i was 100% blackpilled i'd either go ER or commit suicide, the realization of the uselessness of your subhumanity is too brutal and being constantly reminded of it increases your blackpill exposure

i'd say i'm at 65% blackpill exposure, at 50% you are more blackpilled than redpilled/bluepilled and so you start to notice stuff that non-blackpilled people notice

then you get the blackpill mark where you can use your blackpill knowledge to your advantage, when it comes to looksmaxxing for example

then at 75% the blackpill starts to rot your brain and you start to get memory problems and less and less horny, also when you start to develop numbness

95% is where you are rotting so much the only thing you care about is ldarmaxx and working only to survive, copes don't work anymore almost

at 100% you either suicide, ER or go insane

even if you try to delusionmaxx and decrease blackpill exposure, your subconscious will always remind you of it and the opposite effect happens, you get even more blackpilled

brutal

 

[Deleted member 30198]

me too ngl
its just makes it more brutal knowing the truth about them

fr, these cute 5'0 girls with black hair that you see walking on the school corridor are just chad sluts, it makes me even more blackpilled

the only place i escape the blackpill are in my dreams, when i dream of my crush and we're cuddling

 

[Deleted member 30198]

5 ft girls? kek i see girls mostly 5'6-5'8, over

they are rare in shitzil too, i just find the rare 5'0 girls i see cute

although my crush is 5'10, she heightmogs me

 

[Deleted member 30198]

over

theres this girl i like and shes like 5'7/5'8, i have a higher chance of being struck by lightning than having her like me kek

brutal, crushing on girls for us is delaying the inevitable nature of most likely suicide tbh

can't understand how there are some of us who are 40-50, you must be crazy strong to live like that for so much time

 

[Deleted member 30198]

i cant imagine living like this in my early 20s

but i still somehow hold on to a tiny piece of hope or else id end myself

hopium is copium, but as @GeneticTrashLoser says in his signature every cope has an end

eventually we will all vanish brocel, doesn't matter how or when

also, RIP @GeneticTrashLoser

 

[proudweeb]

I been blackpilled since at least 2010. It wasn't even called blackpill then lol