Deleted member 26032
Call me human, Mr. Subhuman.
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How do you cope with things that you fucked up by your own stupidity?
I'm not talking about foids and sex. I'm talking about being a pathetic failure at every aspect of life you try to engage in.
Why even keep living if my own brain lacks the capacity to be a basic human instead of continuous self sabotage, letting things degrade further and further and never living a single day comfortable in existing.
Ever since I can remember I've mainly been worrying and hating myself, before the blackpill, before everything. It's like the minute I gained consciousness it was already scheduled for me to be an idiot and destroy any positive emotion that ever tried to exist.
I wish I could live with a brain that helps and works together with me to make my life and the days better. I wish I could spend my days carefree and comfortable in being alive.
Absolute suifuel.
I'm not talking about foids and sex. I'm talking about being a pathetic failure at every aspect of life you try to engage in.
Why even keep living if my own brain lacks the capacity to be a basic human instead of continuous self sabotage, letting things degrade further and further and never living a single day comfortable in existing.
Ever since I can remember I've mainly been worrying and hating myself, before the blackpill, before everything. It's like the minute I gained consciousness it was already scheduled for me to be an idiot and destroy any positive emotion that ever tried to exist.
I wish I could live with a brain that helps and works together with me to make my life and the days better. I wish I could spend my days carefree and comfortable in being alive.
Absolute suifuel.