Lv99_BixNood
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I'm diagnosed with OCD and severe depression. I've been in and out of hospitals for 8 years, took multiple different drugs, been to therapists (it's free here in Germany so why not) etc. Basically I did everything normies tell us to do, yet nothing worked. And I'm not even talking about escaping inceldom but just about not feeling like shit everyday and not succumbing to the slightest amount of stress and pressure.
I'm in college right now and I can barely handle the stress of studying alone. Yet there are students who have a part-time job outside of college, have a girlfriend who they hang out with multiple times a week, go to the gym, go partying on the weekends etc. How the fuck do they fit all of that into their schedule without wanting to rope from the stress? And yet this is normal.
Call me but I always wanted to get married and have children. I know being loved is impossible for me so I at least wanted to get a good job, moneymaxx and get a mail-order bride. But I'm so mentally weak, I don't think I'll be able to make it. And then, what is left for me besides the rope?
Sorry for the rant, just feeling like shit right now and the new drugs I got last month don't help a single bit.
I'm in college right now and I can barely handle the stress of studying alone. Yet there are students who have a part-time job outside of college, have a girlfriend who they hang out with multiple times a week, go to the gym, go partying on the weekends etc. How the fuck do they fit all of that into their schedule without wanting to rope from the stress? And yet this is normal.
Call me but I always wanted to get married and have children. I know being loved is impossible for me so I at least wanted to get a good job, moneymaxx and get a mail-order bride. But I'm so mentally weak, I don't think I'll be able to make it. And then, what is left for me besides the rope?
Sorry for the rant, just feeling like shit right now and the new drugs I got last month don't help a single bit.