I grew up forced into the Jew created Christ cult and was brainwashed with it's false doctrines like just about everyone else in the Jew occupied and controlled formerly all white western world of America a.k.a Amerikwa a.k.a The Kwa.
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My branch of the Jew cult for the goyim was Protestant Lutheranism.
Anyway the beginning of my post sounds a bit harsher than it really was as my parents weren't ferocious Jesus Camp freak type Christ cuck cultists.
It was moreso a "Well we better put the boy in Sunday School and have him brainwashed with this same crap we were brainwashed with as children simply because its the thing to do" etc.
My dad grew up Catholic but I believe my mother convinced him to convert to Protestantism before they were married.
I came to be an ardent believer in the cult because I was a child seeing only a small bubble of the world and being surrounded by adult cultists that I saw in church with all the trappings of success about them ie expensive looking suits and whom appeared to be successes in life I just assumed for that reason there must be something more to the cult and that it must be true and as time went on I almost seriously considered becoming a pastor and grew ever increasingly militant as a Christ fag, a real "deus vult" type (really douche vult is more like it, heh).
So yeah privately as a teenager I'd turned into a Christ tard fundamentalist in part due to watching crazy ass televangelist probable CIA/Mossad asset (asshole) preachers like John Hagee and others but the seeds of my fundamentalism were probably more sowed by a response to a question I asked a pastor one day in the basement of our church while a party was going on down there of some sort. His response to me was "Oh we don't LITERALLY believe in this stuff ie the Buy Bull" to which that shocked the Hell out of me and I was too mindfucked to even speak after that. Later after I got my composure and probably my mind attempting to protect my false brainwashed Christ fag worldview I just chalked this pastor up to being a heretic and sided I believe with the television preachers or some other preacher I heard somewhere who made what I felt was a common sense point which went: "Why should we believe Christianity unless we believe and practice every word of the Bible literally?"
Anyway even though that guy whoever he was made what I felt to be a profoundly good point that led to my fundamentalism after my own preacher's (actually he was probably just a visiting preacher of the same faith and not one of the men stationed at my church) dissapointing and worldview crushing reply it ended up being the Buy Bull itself that ultimately turned me away from the cult along with finally getting online access and thereby being able to break out of the Christ fag bubble seeing a whole other world with people who didn't want or need it in their lives and who had themselves thoroughly refuted it's doctrines who had similar nagging questions as I did that could never be sufficiently answered about how a supposed "loving god" could do this or that and still supposedly think itself worthy of worship much less it's god status.
Yahweh and Yeshua (Jesus Christ) are essentially as fictional characters of the same nature as the Jew's that created them in story form ie they are simply psychopaths with delusions of granduer. No more, no less.
Though I'm not completely closed minded.
I've always welcomed Jesus Christ to appear to me in some form or fashion whether by dream or in person and provide me some kind of satisfactory explanation about how he can be god incarnate and the Bible can be true and he still be moral and righteous and worthy of worship as well his father but still after all my years of living he's never taking me up on this challenge.
That said a bit later after my awakening to Christianity and becoming an agnostic atheist I had my racial awakening and European white man awareness pagan awakening being exposed to Dr. William Pierce, George Lincoln Rockwell, Tom Metzger, Scott Roberts, Eustace Mullins, David Lane and Varg Vikernes works and writings and have learned about the white race's authentic religion and gods and so now I would still consider myself religious to a degree enough to answer yes to this poll's question while still mostly maintaining an agnostic atheistic worldview.
I guess what I've come to is a level of reverence and respect for my true European pagan religious and cultural heritage, pagan gods such as Odin and Thor among many others as well forebears and a strong hatred for Jews and their early Christ cuck collaberator slaves and shabbos goyim servants such as the race traitor Charlemagne who helped them to largely destroy the memory of paganism and thereby keep so much of white's true religious and spiritual knowledge outside of our hands which has only weakened us to the Jew's benefit.
Christ insanity is simply Communism 1.0 or proto-communism.
As David Lane so wisely said in his excellent article "What to think Vs. How to think".
"The treacherous Charlemagne then surrounded the Saxons with a Christian army and beheaded them in front of an audience of church dignitaries. By such methods a new belief was forced on Europe. In effect, the Jews hired the Roman Empire to murder anyone in Europe who would not accept a new religion with Jews as "God's Chosen People". The White world has been collectively insane ever since."-David Lane
