You never want to get to the point where you become dependant on substances in the first place. For me, it was weed vidya and some alcohol. At worst When I got neeted I would play vidya 16 hrs and forget reality yeet. When I do solo drugs still in reality. There is no light at the end of the tunnel and I found that out the hard way. I am giggadepressed so I can't function and cope moderately, there for I giggadose for my gigganeeds. If you can function on drugs good to you. I found myself staring blankly into the distance like Jason voorhees from Halloween. My body was confused as to what to do In place of the bad habits. It made me realize I was impairing myself during times when I was not in pain, and wasted productive time. These are times that would been invested in fulfillment in careermaxx or moneymaxx. It's gigaduifuel to be ambitious, but limited by condition and mental I'llness But What made these weeks god awful was that I had forgotten how to cope soberly. When hard times came around I wanted to have a lead salad with Parmesan. Came near close, but ended up pussying out. Should've laid off gradually, but I guess it just speaks to my impatient ADHD personality. No pain no gain I guess. If you can replace unproductive copes replace it gradually. Experience we feel is relative. It is why the African kid can live without cheeseburger and not want to decapitate himself via hippo because they can't afford rope. Also being able to cope with pain naturally is productive because pain is a natural stimulus to incentive action, but if you ignore it, that shit will grow like a wild fire. I think lots of people were fucked from the beginning because society threw their ciggy in our dried bush. Some ppl need to have their whole house burnt down to realize they need to fix the flawed foundation that was laid for them
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