As I'm approaching my mid-20's I start to see that girls my are all ugly as fuck or fat or have thousand cock stares.
I don't understand how I'm too ugly for them, it's a fucking joke. The agepill is brutal. Even if I magically find a girlfriend I will never be able experience teen love and bang a girl that isn't an old hag. There is nothing in the entire world that can compensate for missing out on this.
One of the west's most obvious lies is that women age gracefully and are just as attractive in their 30s (or 40s holy kek) as they were in their teen years or early 20s.
Any man who uses his own eyes could tell you that most women peak the moment puberty ends (lets say 16 or something I dunno) and from there they have about 10 good years before which very noticeable degradation becomes visible. And really all of this perfectly lines up with fertility windows. When women are most fertile is when they're most attractive, it's not rocket science then in their 30s when fertility really ramps down they start looking really old in most cases.
Some women stave this off better than others due to genetics and/or healthy living/habits and fake-up/surgery is also used, but you can still usually tell with some exceptions and by the time a woman hits 40 95% of the time they look like hags even if they were beautiful in their youth.
Women read what I'm saying here and they scoff and say "You're an incel! You're no catch either!" and no shit Sherlock, duh -- I never claimed I was -- does my own value change the truth about another group? Of course not retard. But it's different from men and women. If you're a man your value is extremely low when you're young unless you're exceptionally attractive. If you're somewhat good looking and manage to build up wealth and a good profession by your late 20s or early 30s lets say you've actually become more attractive to women than you were before (this is not how it goes for women). Women very very commonly date men older than themselves.
Women on the other hand peak early, have their pick of the litter so to speak for a short window, then they age out and the top Chads pursue younger women. At which point these women usually 'settle' with the best they can get. Men hit the wall too, but it comes later than it does for women on average assuming the guy doesn't balloon into a tub of lard. Not that it matters for us. That said women will probably always have an easier time getting laid/getting someone to marry them if for no other reason than the vast majority of men go all their lives in desperation getting no attention at all from the opposite sex. Obviously an ugly young man will still be an ugly old man.
Honestly? It's not like understanding any of this stuff even matters -- I used to think getting to the truth and grasping the innate differences between men and women could lead to some kind of advantage or alter my decision making in some useful way. But in reality it just reveals how little power and agency you had all along and how confined you are to set paths within the system that exists and given what traits you possess. Basically it never began and in all likelihood I'll look on my life with regret and great sorrow.
