I'm going to be honest, I never was a confidence person, I have always been such an insecure worm since I was a little kid and I'm not willing to move a finger to change that.
I don't exactly know why, but I have a strong repulsion against confidence, I hate confident people especially confident women, when I see people behaving with confidence I get angry, I see them as the inferior pollution of this world, I see them as narcissists, sociopaths, intimidating and disgusting. That's why I don't want to become confident, I don't want to become what I hate, being insecure has become part of my identity and I find my insecurity kinda cute.
However, the biggest reason I hate confidence with all my heart and mind is because it requires you to lie to yourself, to "fake it till you make it", and this is when I find confidence dishonest, sociopathic, dangerous and, especially, irracional and nonsensical, because it tells you that you improve asa person by lying to yourself and others, that you improve as a person by beinga cheater, which is repulsive to me.
Why do women find confidence attractive though?: I think it's because:
- women want a dangerous alpha male who is able to compete with is related to confidence, narcissism and big ego
- women want something succesful because they are materialistic when it comes to dating
- women want a man who other women like, and such a man would be confident about his ability to attract women since he knows he has already done it before multiple times.
All these things only make me hate confidence more and see it as a sociopathic strategy to adapt to a sociopathic society.
I was never taught about confidence at home, only through redpill/blackpill when I was a teen, maybe that's why I have such a negative image about confidence, idk if you guys can relate.
I don't exactly know why, but I have a strong repulsion against confidence, I hate confident people especially confident women, when I see people behaving with confidence I get angry, I see them as the inferior pollution of this world, I see them as narcissists, sociopaths, intimidating and disgusting. That's why I don't want to become confident, I don't want to become what I hate, being insecure has become part of my identity and I find my insecurity kinda cute.
However, the biggest reason I hate confidence with all my heart and mind is because it requires you to lie to yourself, to "fake it till you make it", and this is when I find confidence dishonest, sociopathic, dangerous and, especially, irracional and nonsensical, because it tells you that you improve asa person by lying to yourself and others, that you improve as a person by beinga cheater, which is repulsive to me.
Why do women find confidence attractive though?: I think it's because:
- women want a dangerous alpha male who is able to compete with is related to confidence, narcissism and big ego
- women want something succesful because they are materialistic when it comes to dating
- women want a man who other women like, and such a man would be confident about his ability to attract women since he knows he has already done it before multiple times.
All these things only make me hate confidence more and see it as a sociopathic strategy to adapt to a sociopathic society.
I was never taught about confidence at home, only through redpill/blackpill when I was a teen, maybe that's why I have such a negative image about confidence, idk if you guys can relate.
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