Venting Considering suicide for the 3rd time

[JetStream]

i don't have any real friends to talk to and i never did so I'm sharing it here despite knowing that no one here will give the slightest of shit because why would they, i can't feel anything anymore except for fear, first time i ever considered sucide i purchased a shit ton of pills 30+ 40+ and took them all in a field only to wake up in my bed,2nd time i got a rope and was going to hang myself in the bathroom but decided to call a therapist to tell him about it, i got locked for a month and sexually assaulted there, and now I'm considering jumping off a roof, it never began for me and it never will, there is a lot of shit i would like to share but don't feel comfortable doing so.

 

[subhuman]

got locked for a month and sexually assaulted there

Fakecel faggot

 

[JetStream]

Fakecel faggot

making this post isn't a good idea isn't it, should i delete

 

[subhuman]

making this post isn't a good idea isn't it, should i delete

You can’t delete threads. Just edit it out

 

[Tax]

making this post isn't a good idea isn't it, should i delete

You can delete it but you can’t unrape yourself.

 

[JetStream]

You can delete it but you can’t unrape yourself.

true , fuck it

 

[subhuman]

You can delete it but you can’t unrape yourself.

 

[FarCel]

i don't have any real friends to talk to and i never did so I'm sharing it here despite knowing that no one here will give the slightest of shit because why would they, i can't feel anything anymore except for fear, first time i ever considered sucide i purchased a shit ton of pills 30+ 40+ and took them all in a field only to wake up in my bed,2nd time i got a rope and was going to hang myself in the bathroom but decided to call a therapist to tell him about it, i got locked for a month and sexually assaulted there, and now I'm considering jumping off a roof, it never began for me and it never will, there is a lot of shit i would like to share but don't feel comfortable doing so.

if you're going to rope why wouldn't you share?

hope you don't though

 

[JetStream]

if you're going to rope why wouldn't you share?

hope you don't though

one thing i feel comfortable sharing even though i shouldn't is that i got threatened a few months ago to be sent back to a mental hospital because i refused to take pills again, the pills will fuck up your mind further

 

[ServusLuciferi]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmyJ1RVfnPE

 

[JetStream]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmyJ1RVfnPE

kek

 

[JetStream]

I'll try to talk to people in real life more

 

[Subhuman Niceguy]

Before you rope, I have to ask you one question: which manga is better, "Tokyo Revengers" or "Fruits Basket"?

 

[JetStream]

Before you rope, I have to ask you one question: which manga is better, "Tokyo Revengers" or "Fruits Basket"?

despite the pfp i don't read a lot of manga

 

[Oroborus]

brutal no sympathy for your common fellowpill. .is members are edgy as hell so dont bother posting stuff like this

Seethe harder

 

[Subhuman Niceguy]

despite the pfp i don't read a lot of manga

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

 

[Deleted member 42964]

Paraphrasing Marc Lépine, "I don't want to talk about suicide, but if I did commit suicide, I would take as many people as I can with me".

 

[El Enemigo]

As a last resort you should try to post this in social media tbh, maybe some mentally ill foid will pick an interest in you?

 

[Deleted member 44283]

Take the animalpill

 

[JetStream]

nothing has really changed since i made this post, aside from getting to train at the job center 2 days from now, and gymaxxing

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

you always have a CHOice

 

[JetStream]

you always have a CHOice

funny

 

[war_with_myself]

i don't have any real friends to talk to

we're your friends bro