Am I the only one who feels worse when a couple in porn / hentai show love for each other. The very relationship with the femoid is something unattainable or hard to achieve for me. But just to show it in a slight "substitute", in some way allowing to relieve sexual tension. But to show tender love? I hate this. The mere jerking off makes me feel unwell and fells, let alone when the couple show affection. A gentle touch, tender kisses, foid blushes and confesses love. Am I only one who has that? 
