Theory The schizo meltdown I had yesterday in the Sewers has led me to a higher level of understanding reality

[NeverEvenBegan]

I had a particularly rough day yesterday, both mentally and physically. I cried and I spammed the Sewers with sad schizo wojaks and AI images for two hours straight.

Then I tried to cope by pornhubmaxxing, as I've been doing every night virtually my entire life. And while watching a random Stacy porn star, I started to keep thinking that she was not real. Not in the normie ''porn is not real life '' way, but in the sense that such a woman is literally unattainable for a subhuman like me.

But that's not all. Then my mind jumped to the threads @AsakuraHao often likes to make about cartoon hentai women. And you know how sometimes @kay' likes to tease him by posting an image of a eraser? The idea being that cartoon drawn women are not 'real' so they could be erased with a simple eraser.

But if you really think about it, the porn star Stacy I was jerking off to was no more real than a cartoon hentai woman because you will NEVER fuck either anyway. Women do not exist for truecels.

Now maybe you're thinking ''of course they don't seem real, they are women who only exist on your device screen. But real life women are real''. Are they, though?

When you go outside and see a mid tier Becky, is she REALLY real? Would she ever look at you? Would she ever consider you as a possible sexual partner? Would she ever pick you over the other 50+ simps she constantly has in her orbit? Will you ever touch her? Will you ever hug her? Will you ever kiss her? Will you ever fuck her?

How about the 3/10 low tier chubby Becky? Nah, she set her sights on a HTN. Even she will never look at subhuman males.

There are no women left for subhuman males. Not even scraps and leftovers.

For truecels, there is literally no difference between a porn star you jerk off to, a 2D drawn woman, and a woman walking on the street. You will never have one, you will never feel one, you will never fuck one.

Women are not real for truecels. They are a mere concept. An abstract idea. A coping thought.

I was never really into cartoon porn. I never got the appeal. I never judged because I know how important copes are for incels. We rope without copes. But I kind of rolled my eyes. Not anymore. I am not in any way better for jerking off to 3D women instead of 2D women. They are equally unreal.

Escorts are the only real women.

 

[Ahnfeltia]

I get what you're saying and you have a real point, but interacting with women consists of more than just sex. Your female coworkers definitely exist and you'll be acutely aware of this because you'll have to interact with them, for instance.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I get what you're saying and you have a real point, but interacting with women consists of more than just sex. Your female coworkers definitely exist and you'll be acutely aware of this because you'll have to interact with them, for instance.

True.

I'm currently a neet, but when I had a job, I didn't feel my female coworkers were 'real' either. I was definitely not a potential sexual partner to them, not even a potential friend. I felt more like an incovenience for them. Like my presence complicated things near them.

 

[EgyptianNiggerKANG]

woemen are holograms without self awareness. woemen are like machines that are designed to find the best mate and to do anything it takes for that. woemen are always dissatisfied until they lock down chaad. woemen behaviour is very predictable and childish. woemen, religion and children have one thing in common and that's the fact they're ignorant. ignorance and reversion back to primality will be the downfall of civilisation and it's already in the process. niggas refused to know their limits

 

[kay']

i can sense the despair in your words and i felt the same watching porn.

Especially when im watching one that is 20 years old.

I start thinking "im really beating my meat to a video of a woman from 20 years ago, shes probably a grandmother now or dead and doesnt know i exist, i seriously came to that woman who doesnt even know i even watched this video".

Porn/hentai is not a good cope but a necessary one.

I have one advice for you, and that is be happy that you are healthy down there as in you can get erect, you have a high libido, you are a full functional MAN.

Dont be ashamed of your sexual desires.

I used to be when i was a kid.

Then last year i could not get it up because of many many reasons.

And one time i went to an escort and also couldnt get it up.

And trust me brother that feeling back then and the feelings i had last year are trillion times worse than what you are experiencing right now.

So think of that.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

True.

I'm currently a neet, but when I had a job, I didn't feel my female coworkers were 'real' either. I was definitely not a potential sexual partner to them, not even a potential friend. I felt more like an incovenience for them. Like my presence complicated things near them.

You know when some normies are having a discussion on their own, and then you come into the room? And it's as if the discussion dies down? You 'kill' their conversation by merely existing in the same room.

My only crimes are being ugly and awkward. I never bothered anyone ever.

 

[Ahnfeltia]

True.

I'm currently a neet, but when I had a job, I didn't feel my female coworkers were 'real' either. I was definitely not a potential sexual partner to them, not even a potential friend. I felt more like an incovenience for them. Like my presence complicated things near them.

My experiences ain't quite that negative, but I do often feel as tho there's an unbridgeable schism whenever I talk to people, esp. women.

 

[proudweeb]

Now you know how I feel everyday lol

I basically just rant to myself about random bullshit in the sewERs for hours

lost my beans along time ago

 

[Ahnfeltia]

You know when some normies are having a discussion on their own, and then you come into the room? And it's as if the discussion dies down? You 'kill' their conversation by merely existing in the same room.

My only crimes are being ugly and awkward. I never bothered anyone ever.

In my experience, instead of dying down, I'm more often an nth wheel of sorts. Not really contributing anything. Just standing there awkwardly. Part of the convo in name only. The aforemention unbridgeable schism in action.

 

[proudweeb]

I feel this though

Women are pretty much aliens to me at this point