mrlunatic
Traumatized beyond repair | Misfit for love
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I've been thinking about this the past few days. I've always considered a father the most important aspect of a family, the guy that builds a family and protects it. Mothers' only duty is baby care and cooking.
My dad has been the biggest deadbeat I've seen in my life. He never lived with us, he lived in different cities for jobs and came once in a blue moon. He also made us move to his place sometimes so again, I never had a stable childhood.
Despite this, he had the audacity to abuse me at every chance he got. He has inflicted so much physical amd emotional abuse that it's hard to describe in words, it's something for a different post. He also mocked me and ignored me whenever i told him how i was being bullied, this again led to me to be a really emotionally unavailable person.
I attribute my failure entirely to this guy. If I'd a father who cared for me, maybe i wouldn't be in such a bad postion, maybe i still wouldn't have fucked foids, but I'm sure i wouldn't be so lonely and have some friends.
How was your father like? Chad stepdads do not count...
My dad has been the biggest deadbeat I've seen in my life. He never lived with us, he lived in different cities for jobs and came once in a blue moon. He also made us move to his place sometimes so again, I never had a stable childhood.
Despite this, he had the audacity to abuse me at every chance he got. He has inflicted so much physical amd emotional abuse that it's hard to describe in words, it's something for a different post. He also mocked me and ignored me whenever i told him how i was being bullied, this again led to me to be a really emotionally unavailable person.
I attribute my failure entirely to this guy. If I'd a father who cared for me, maybe i wouldn't be in such a bad postion, maybe i still wouldn't have fucked foids, but I'm sure i wouldn't be so lonely and have some friends.
How was your father like? Chad stepdads do not count...
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