Today, I experienced something brutal: pre-nut clarity.
For those uneducated: post-nut clarity is the sense of mental clarity you get after you fap (or had sex if you’re a Chad). Before the fap, you’re full of lust and nothing can stop you and this can even make you fap to things you will feel ashamed of afterwards, but you don't know that yet. Once the deed is done and the clarity sets in, you feel the shame and regret. You realize that what you did was not worth it. It’s a lot like buyer’s remorse, but on meth, on so much meth that it would even put @Sneir to shame.
I learned that there’s something like pre-nut clarity and it’s a brutal thing. This is because before you even engage in an activity that you think will be enjoyable, you already know that it won’t make you happy.
You know before you even do what you thought about doing that you, a few moments later, will feel empty inside. You know that it’s over and that some cope you want to engage in will not fulfill you.
I’m not just talking about fapping or whoremaxxing or whatever. It can be anything. This weird foresight that what you think about doing will do nothing.
I feel like a psychic. I was about to watch a movie, but then, for a moment, I could see myself in the future, two hours later, being bored out of my mind and going to sleep unfulfilled. Regretting that I watched another random boring ass movie.
It’s so over for my future self.
For those uneducated: post-nut clarity is the sense of mental clarity you get after you fap (or had sex if you’re a Chad). Before the fap, you’re full of lust and nothing can stop you and this can even make you fap to things you will feel ashamed of afterwards, but you don't know that yet. Once the deed is done and the clarity sets in, you feel the shame and regret. You realize that what you did was not worth it. It’s a lot like buyer’s remorse, but on meth, on so much meth that it would even put @Sneir to shame.
I learned that there’s something like pre-nut clarity and it’s a brutal thing. This is because before you even engage in an activity that you think will be enjoyable, you already know that it won’t make you happy.
You know before you even do what you thought about doing that you, a few moments later, will feel empty inside. You know that it’s over and that some cope you want to engage in will not fulfill you.
I’m not just talking about fapping or whoremaxxing or whatever. It can be anything. This weird foresight that what you think about doing will do nothing.
I feel like a psychic. I was about to watch a movie, but then, for a moment, I could see myself in the future, two hours later, being bored out of my mind and going to sleep unfulfilled. Regretting that I watched another random boring ass movie.
It’s so over for my future self.
