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Vision
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- Nov 12, 2017
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I can’t do anything right, man. I’ve been learning how to drive and I’ve practised a good number of hours and I still forget the basics and drive like an idiot. I should’ve had my license when I was younger but I was a NEET and shut myself off from the world because I couldn’t cope with depression. I wanted to get a car so I can be more dependant but I may as well give up because at this point I’m just throwing money away. It’s just another thing on a whole list of milestones that I’ll never reach.
As if being a subhuman currycel wasn’t bad enough, I’m also dumb as a rock. I have no redeeming features except I have two arms and legs. Pathetic. What kind of life is this? My mind is numb from years of isolation. I’ve tried to find copes like engaging in sports but I’m very uncoordinated and my athleticism is laughable. I’ve stopped smoking weed and drinking alcohol because it takes my depression to a whole new level. I’ve had real plans for suicide in the past but I backed out every time.
life is harsh if you’re a truecel and I mean that in every single aspect. Everyday I wish a car would hit me on my way to work or someone comes up and bricks me in the head and puts me out of my misery. At work, I see all these girls chatting and flirting with guys and I’m basically invisible to all of them. I’ve been working here for a year and half and I’ve seen it all. It really is suicide fuel when you see how easy life is for a lot of guys and girls. I get treated like trash everywhere I go.
As if being a subhuman currycel wasn’t bad enough, I’m also dumb as a rock. I have no redeeming features except I have two arms and legs. Pathetic. What kind of life is this? My mind is numb from years of isolation. I’ve tried to find copes like engaging in sports but I’m very uncoordinated and my athleticism is laughable. I’ve stopped smoking weed and drinking alcohol because it takes my depression to a whole new level. I’ve had real plans for suicide in the past but I backed out every time.
life is harsh if you’re a truecel and I mean that in every single aspect. Everyday I wish a car would hit me on my way to work or someone comes up and bricks me in the head and puts me out of my misery. At work, I see all these girls chatting and flirting with guys and I’m basically invisible to all of them. I’ve been working here for a year and half and I’ve seen it all. It really is suicide fuel when you see how easy life is for a lot of guys and girls. I get treated like trash everywhere I go.