Nearly all of us here are victims of the familypill. If you had a positive upbringing growing up chances are that you would have developed normally and be a normie yourself. Bad upbringing and childhood trauma = over. Not only that you are never going to overcome said traumas but you are also going to grow up into becoming a person with a very low-self esteem which is going to completely destroy your life. Growing up in a traumatic environment will cost you everything unless you are tall and handsome, then you will move on with your life pretty quickly and forget the past. I myself cannot forget the past and it haunts me ever since I became conscious about my miserable situation in my life and why I came to be a failure. If it was not for having an awful upbringing and tons of bullying I would have grown up to be low inhib and NT. Looks aside there are billions of ugly people who think that they are handsome because they were never told that they were ugly even once in their life unlike me. I got mentally destroyed by both my family and in school. I had no real friends since they were picking up on me and my insecurities all the time. Anytime I tried to have a conversation with someone in my early childhood those people would always gossip, mock and hate me for no reason. I had no one who could understand me. I've been told since very early age that I cannot do anything right and that I am incapable and useless by my own father. Back then I was capable of doing a lot of things but my dad would never let me do anything by myself and "held" my hands and now when I became an actual incapable person I am being blamed for it. People will ruin your life and then gaslight you into oblivion. Sometimes my dad would not let me go outside by myself and I remember an instance where he did not let me eat my cake on my own birthday because he thought sweet things were unhealthy. Now I have no one to turn to. I want to die, to be gone and rest in peace. I am not fixable. I want to disappear forever and never be heard from again. My brain is a mess I have no control over anything in my life. I really did turn into a useless piece of shit who will eventually have enough and rope. I wasted my life and it HURTS me more than anything. I am filled with regret that I did not stand up to my bullies , I am filled with regret that my anxiety and ADHD will be always in my way even if an opportunity arises for anything. I can't change anything , it's hopeless. It's over. If anyone read this wall of text I want to thank them. I nearly shed a tear while writing this.
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@NorthernWind @ElTruecel @Ci Jey @erenyeager @DarkStarDown
