Epedaphic
Overlord
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- Oct 2, 2021
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Been off of them (bumble, tinder) for at least a year due to being devastated from such low desirability and already in a place where I was feeling very low and predisposed to feeling even worse.
I have a cycle where I’ll build up some small amount of confidence, download apps, update my profile, then swipe a bunch… then a month or two later my self esteem and subsequently my mental health will be devastated from the lack of anyone desiring me in the slightest… from being completely unwanted and unloved
Then I’ll suffer for a bit in depression and eventually I’ll forget the pain it caused and go back, and start the cycle all over. This time my break was for about a year. I’m still not recovered but I guess I’ve reached a “fuck it” point where I’m willing to try anyway despite not having built up the confidence this time. Let’s see if this is going to be my lucky year
Wish me luck boyos.
I have a cycle where I’ll build up some small amount of confidence, download apps, update my profile, then swipe a bunch… then a month or two later my self esteem and subsequently my mental health will be devastated from the lack of anyone desiring me in the slightest… from being completely unwanted and unloved
Then I’ll suffer for a bit in depression and eventually I’ll forget the pain it caused and go back, and start the cycle all over. This time my break was for about a year. I’m still not recovered but I guess I’ve reached a “fuck it” point where I’m willing to try anyway despite not having built up the confidence this time. Let’s see if this is going to be my lucky year
Wish me luck boyos.