shii410
I'm not black I'm O. J.
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for the past two years it has felt like my entire life is just a cycle of being depressed and miserable at school, then being depressed and miserable at home. I've lost interest in everything I used to enjoy doing, and even now that it's summer vacation I don't feel motivated to do anything with my free time.
most people have some source of emotional support that they can turn to for reassurance, but I literally have no one. I'm not on speaking terms with my parents, I don't have any friends I can talk to, no interpersonal relationships, everyone I care about hates me. I just have to stay isolated in my room with the fact that no one gives a fuck about me looming over me at all times. I just feel defeated, every day feels hopeless, nothing is ever going to get better and there's really nothing I can do about it
most people have some source of emotional support that they can turn to for reassurance, but I literally have no one. I'm not on speaking terms with my parents, I don't have any friends I can talk to, no interpersonal relationships, everyone I care about hates me. I just have to stay isolated in my room with the fact that no one gives a fuck about me looming over me at all times. I just feel defeated, every day feels hopeless, nothing is ever going to get better and there's really nothing I can do about it