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Just trying to see where everybody is at mentally.
Experiment How are you all holding up on a scale of 1-10?
Im in Oslo.
mentally
mentally
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Thanks for voting grandpa.
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Ur welcome boi
I'm a complete wreck, and I'm a child in an adult's body. Every moment of reflection gives me suicidal urges. I'm tired, I don't know that I have the energy to even try to recover what remains of my life. At the very least I'd like to be productive so that I can get a better idea of my actual options. I feel so bad about how I've spent the past decade, any hope of a good future is gone.
Lingering between 2-3, occasionally 1
Still could have been worse I guess
Still could have been worse I guess
I relate to this. I can't stop this train from crashing, it just hurts
I'd like to just stop existing now, I mean just disappear this instant. It would be so much easier.
i would not hesitate to kill myself at this very moment.
I curse the every morning I wake up
Not good
Not too bad. Video game coping been helping me.
Good. reading books is giving me copefuel
So many people at 5-6....
How do you cope? What's the secret recipe?
How do you cope? What's the secret recipe?
Yeah I feel like a chad
I would say a 5. I feel better pretty much being forced to stay at home and having to close off any personal interaction with foids, but I feel like I'm going fucking insane at the same time. Even though I usually get 10,000+ steps a day (5+ miles), for the past 10 years, I've been a forced shut-in in my own room outside of going outside, as soyciety has chosen to ostracize me.
@Angry_runt @Animecel2D @Speedloader
It has become bare able but not optimal
Life is pretty crap ngl, not at the point of suicide yet though, frankly I'll probably have other ways out that arnt suicidal
1 - 2 terrible/suicidal.
There are some highs, but it barely lasts.
Killing myself is all I think every single day. How does one deal with such thing?
It has been such a painful existence. How long am I going to continue to live like this, tormented with these thoughts?
There are some highs, but it barely lasts.
Killing myself is all I think every single day. How does one deal with such thing?
It has been such a painful existence. How long am I going to continue to live like this, tormented with these thoughts?
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9. Ded srs.
It wasn't always at 9, but slowly it got there. Emotionally, psychologically, physically, I'm in a very good place right now, and for that I'm grateful. A lesser version of me from years ago could have easily roped by now. I'd be lying if I said there weren't stretches of time where I wasn't tempted. I almost went through with it once, but chickened out. Did not pull the trigger. Literally.
It wasn't always at 9, but slowly it got there. Emotionally, psychologically, physically, I'm in a very good place right now, and for that I'm grateful. A lesser version of me from years ago could have easily roped by now. I'd be lying if I said there weren't stretches of time where I wasn't tempted. I almost went through with it once, but chickened out. Did not pull the trigger. Literally.
I'm ragemaxxing.
I'd say a 5
You'll never see me on the sister's site.
I bounce from 1-5 all the time. Couple days ago i was at a 1. Life just keeps getting in the way and i feel like theres no way out. Its really frustrating sometimes. Life doesn’t make me cry anymore. I guess im numb to how awful my life has become
Around 5-6. I can go on with my days normally unless I see PDA with younger couples.
read hard boiled wonderland by Haruki Murakami. Gives me child like entertainment reading thru it
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Barely making it.
I am not too bad because I am wageslaving a lot in an nice place which brings me shekels and less time to LDAR.
What does the video say?
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Yes. Terry had a few problems in his head you see...did he really say that?
3-4 right now, could be doing better.
Terrible.
I just don't see a way how things could ever improve...
I just don't see a way how things could ever improve...
Barely living. Pretty Crappy job I have to work atm. Horrible state of mind. I cannot establish my own belief and thinking system so i rely on the opinion of others for solace. It's fucked up because I cannot enjoy the things I know that I do if I find out that others do not like them. People literally get to decide how I want to feel. It feels like every time I engage into something that isn't what the majority finds acceptable, my brain goes into a state of conflict and panic and then my thoughts destroy me as if it's telling me that i'm wrong and i'm not supposed to enjoy the things that I do since most probably don't. It's hard to explain, but I just hope I can one day evolve into a independent thinker and not alone such a pathetic state of mind constantly drain me.
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some days i feel like a 4 and some days i feel like a 5
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about a 4 right now sometimes worse.
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im ok rn...a bit stressfull tbh
Probably a 4 right now. I went through a happy phase but it was only because of this. Now that that phase is over and I'm feeling lonely again and realized having a successful monogamous relationship is pretty much impossible on this day and age, let alone as an incel, I feel sad and miserable. My faith gives me strength not to drop to suicidal levels again, but it still hurts.
I'm so romantic and sexual, probably much more than average. And it looks like I'll never be able to put those characteristics to good use.
I'm so romantic and sexual, probably much more than average. And it looks like I'll never be able to put those characteristics to good use.
Good! The loneliness keeps me from feeling like a Chad.
Why did I bookmark this?
The only thing keeping me sane right now is porn
Not too bad cuz this year quarantine & copes keep me sane. Otherwise I'd get angry and pissed everytime I got out.
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