I can't fucking cope anymore. I used to play video games to cope, but I lost all the interest I had. I am completely burned out. I'm trying so fucking hard. I can't function like this. I have so many fucking issues I will have to undergo 3+ surgeries (for health problems) and I've been trying to deal with my depression by going to the gym and trying to live in an healthy way in general. My family doesn't even help me, I have to litterally threathen them in order to get any kind of help. I'm getting no validation from the society or from anyone. All I want is a cute gf to cuddle with me. Fuck this, I don't even care if she's cute. I deserve it. I've always tried to be a good person and tried to help anyone if I could. Why can't I get anything? I feel like it is so fucking over.
