sinclair_silence
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Christmas was ok, far from ideal but ok. Then my family starts in making this speech in the evening about being grateful saying "all our needs are met"—meanwhile I am sitting silently thinking well you forgot about MY needs apparently
And what's ironic is they always accuse me of being selfish when it is in fact them who have no concern for my endless struggle and suffering. And they know I am incel or at least know that I want a girlfriend so it's absolute nonsense to think I would agree.
Next year needs to be different or I may just have to rope. The thought of next Christmas and still being alone, and then the Christmas after that… watching my youth drown in solitary intransigence…
And what's ironic is they always accuse me of being selfish when it is in fact them who have no concern for my endless struggle and suffering. And they know I am incel or at least know that I want a girlfriend so it's absolute nonsense to think I would agree.
Next year needs to be different or I may just have to rope. The thought of next Christmas and still being alone, and then the Christmas after that… watching my youth drown in solitary intransigence…