YBP Yxngcel
Neurodivergent
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I'm slowly running out of copes and feeling very depressed. I realised that I don't have any close friends. No one that is a brother or sister to me but with no blood connection.
I only have surface level friends that I say hi to here and there. And the group I hangout with at school but I can only see them twice a week most of the time.
Whenever I do hangout with my friends. I'm always like the lowest of the group. Like the one everyone pokes fun at even tho they choose to hangout with me. And I get to socialise with people at my job at McDonald's.
And I deleted my old social medias a while ago(which was a very stupid mistake) and lost alot of contacts because of it that I can't seem to get back. Apart from that I'm pretty much lonely.
Lack of social connections equals a boring and dead life. How do you cope? Like honestly. It's so depressing having to stay alone at home with nothing to do. All I use is .is,YouTube and watch movies here and there.
And it hurts more because I'm a teenager and I'm supposed to be very social around my age. I ran out of PS plus. So PS4 is boring and I only use it for Netflix. I Just don't know what to do. And I'm feeling a bit of ropefuel,
Can somebody please PM me so I could have someone to talk to? It would be much appreciated. Thanks
I only have surface level friends that I say hi to here and there. And the group I hangout with at school but I can only see them twice a week most of the time.
Whenever I do hangout with my friends. I'm always like the lowest of the group. Like the one everyone pokes fun at even tho they choose to hangout with me. And I get to socialise with people at my job at McDonald's.
And I deleted my old social medias a while ago(which was a very stupid mistake) and lost alot of contacts because of it that I can't seem to get back. Apart from that I'm pretty much lonely.
Lack of social connections equals a boring and dead life. How do you cope? Like honestly. It's so depressing having to stay alone at home with nothing to do. All I use is .is,YouTube and watch movies here and there.
And it hurts more because I'm a teenager and I'm supposed to be very social around my age. I ran out of PS plus. So PS4 is boring and I only use it for Netflix. I Just don't know what to do. And I'm feeling a bit of ropefuel,
Can somebody please PM me so I could have someone to talk to? It would be much appreciated. Thanks
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