I avoided telling this story because I desperately hoped some femcel would have remembered me and wanted to talk to me, but it didn’t work (just like begging on this forum). So because of that, I may as well tell this story now that a lot of time has passed since it happened and nothing came of it. Well nothing good for me.
In my sad desperate attempts to find the love of a shy autistic femcel, many years ago I used to larp on a femcel subreddit. It was the biggest femcel subreddit on the site called r/trufemcel. I became somewhat popular on there because I knew all the blackpill terminology and male incels are way funnier than female ones. I had femcels dm’ing me and talking about their problems and feeling good thinking they’re talking to someone who is witty and has a good personality. But they thought I was a female like them.
I remember one particular time I was posting suicide fuel like this:
“Even if some a male tricks us into getting us pregnant, our own infant will come into this world and ignore us and look at prettier women due to the blackpill halo effect of even babies wanting to looking at prettier females”
The femcels replied with things like “brutal” or “aaaaahhhh i can’t take it, end it all now”.
These kinds of interactions confirm what I thought about incels in general from this forum as well. Most of us here have amazingly hilarious personalities. So those gaslighting idiots who keep saying “it’s just your toxic personality” clearly have no clue what they’re talking about because apparently I had an amazing personality when women thought I was a female.
Anyways, when the subreddit was going to get nuked they started shuttling all the users onto a discord server for everyone as a backup. But because I was a trusted user on the forum I didn’t have to go through any background checks.
Now, the subreddit had been deleted and we were all in the discord server. There was no going back anymore. I still wanted to find love and was able to became really popular on the discord because of my personality once again.
However, all of it came to a halt when someone asked if I’m really an male because how much I was entertaining everyone. I answered I’m just an incel (because women used the word female incel for women who can’t even get sex due to extreme ugliness). The entire server went crazy saying “noo waayy” and other such comments, and they took that to mean I’m a male incel rather than a female incel. I was banned almost immediately.
I was hoping at least one of the femcels liked my personality me enough to message me afterwards, but none of them ever did. A year or so later, one of the femcels from the femcel server recognized me in another server. She told me that I completely destroyed the entire server after that because everyone become paranoid about “moids” sneaking into their spaces. This eventually led to various fracturing of the servers, with people making new servers to get only people they trusted into them. But since these servers were all small they eventually disintegrated and the entire femcel community from reddit eventually died out on discord as a result.
In the end, I was unable to find the love of a lonely femcel despite them loving my personality. And I accidentally ended up obliterating the entire reddit femcelosphere on discord. This is the pathetic levels I went to find someone to like me. But in the end, I now know there was never any hope. I will never have anyone want me. It’s over.
In my sad desperate attempts to find the love of a shy autistic femcel, many years ago I used to larp on a femcel subreddit. It was the biggest femcel subreddit on the site called r/trufemcel. I became somewhat popular on there because I knew all the blackpill terminology and male incels are way funnier than female ones. I had femcels dm’ing me and talking about their problems and feeling good thinking they’re talking to someone who is witty and has a good personality. But they thought I was a female like them.
I remember one particular time I was posting suicide fuel like this:
“Even if some a male tricks us into getting us pregnant, our own infant will come into this world and ignore us and look at prettier women due to the blackpill halo effect of even babies wanting to looking at prettier females”
The femcels replied with things like “brutal” or “aaaaahhhh i can’t take it, end it all now”.
These kinds of interactions confirm what I thought about incels in general from this forum as well. Most of us here have amazingly hilarious personalities. So those gaslighting idiots who keep saying “it’s just your toxic personality” clearly have no clue what they’re talking about because apparently I had an amazing personality when women thought I was a female.
Anyways, when the subreddit was going to get nuked they started shuttling all the users onto a discord server for everyone as a backup. But because I was a trusted user on the forum I didn’t have to go through any background checks.
Now, the subreddit had been deleted and we were all in the discord server. There was no going back anymore. I still wanted to find love and was able to became really popular on the discord because of my personality once again.
However, all of it came to a halt when someone asked if I’m really an male because how much I was entertaining everyone. I answered I’m just an incel (because women used the word female incel for women who can’t even get sex due to extreme ugliness). The entire server went crazy saying “noo waayy” and other such comments, and they took that to mean I’m a male incel rather than a female incel. I was banned almost immediately.
I was hoping at least one of the femcels liked my personality me enough to message me afterwards, but none of them ever did. A year or so later, one of the femcels from the femcel server recognized me in another server. She told me that I completely destroyed the entire server after that because everyone become paranoid about “moids” sneaking into their spaces. This eventually led to various fracturing of the servers, with people making new servers to get only people they trusted into them. But since these servers were all small they eventually disintegrated and the entire femcel community from reddit eventually died out on discord as a result.
In the end, I was unable to find the love of a lonely femcel despite them loving my personality. And I accidentally ended up obliterating the entire reddit femcelosphere on discord. This is the pathetic levels I went to find someone to like me. But in the end, I now know there was never any hope. I will never have anyone want me. It’s over.
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