Venting I am extremely low t

[Ron.Belgrade]

ive been extremely skinny and beta for all my life

it (together with other factors like being non-nt) made me such an easy target for normfags to harras and get a laugh out of me

they always used to make auschwitz jokes or see how hard they needed to punch or kick me to create a bruise, the worst case was when one of them broke my wrist and threatened to break my other wrist if i ever told

during my entire childhood + late teens i always used to

- isolate myself indoors (missing sunlight and physical activity)
- sleeping 2-5 hours every night for most of my life
- eating like shit, mostly microwave meals or other unhealthy shit every day (my dad was often too drunk too cook or even take care of me)

which all massively decreased my testosterone producement

it ruined me

i am still extremely low-t, and it really fucks with me

i feel like even a true betacuck could lets say take my seat in the bus and i could do nothing about it

i often daydream about a life where my t levels werent this fucked

i am assured i would be atleast low tier normie sexhaver

atleast they cant take away my ability to daydream

 

[THE TRUE DIGLET]

I would never have guessed

 

[copemaxx9002]

I would never have guessed

 

[Monke]

You now can trannymaxx

Did you test your test?

 

[Vendetta]

I would never have guessed

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

I would never have guessed

no larp found

 

[wereq]

Inject now.

 

[juche necromancer]

Average Balkan drunkard gastarbeiter upbringing

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Dude take care of yourself wtf. Why malnourished and sleep deprive yourself? I get the psychological torture you were getting but God damn man

 

[lazy_gamer_423]

testosterone levels have fallen
billions must inject

 

[XtremeMax]

Me too I'm short and effeminate so people bully me

 

[juche necromancer]

Inject now.

As if it will undo the 20 years of non-existent procurement

 

[XtremeMax]

I'm 95 pounds and literally starving myself

 

[juche necromancer]

I'm 95 pounds and literally starving myself

What height

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

Average Balkan drunkard gastarbeiter upbringing

my honest reaction to reading this commment

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

Dude take care of yourself wtf. Why malnourished and sleep deprive yourself? I get the psychological torture you were getting but God damn man

idk my teens were fucked

i am taking better care of myself right now but its way too late to make a full recover

 

[Fatass3000]

I doubt you have low T, you were probably skinny because of a bad diet. You could get yourself tested to see how much testosterone you produce and if you actually do have low t you could start taking low doses of testosterone safely.

 

[XtremeMax]

What height

5'3

 

[blackpillednigga]

 

[Agent47]

cigs raise your testosterone levels and lower estrogen
smoking some camels rn

atleast they cant take away my ability to daydream

lifefuel. There's nothing better than being able to completely dissociate yourself from the present. I have found myself doing that today. When you snap back to the real world it feels like you were on some kind of drug high.

 

[juche necromancer]

5'3

Do you have eating disorders?

If you want to fix it should try eating easily digestible high cal food, milk and nuts would be a necessity

 

[GeckoBus]

g

ive been extremely skinny and beta for all my life

it (together with other factors like being non-nt) made me such an easy target for normfags to harras and get a laugh out of me

they always used to make auschwitz jokes or see how hard they needed to punch or kick me to create a bruise, the worst case was when one of them broke my wrist and threatened to break my other wrist if i ever told

during my entire childhood + late teens i always used to

- isolate myself indoors (missing sunlight and physical activity)
- sleeping 2-5 hours every night for most of my life
- eating like shit, mostly microwave meals or other unhealthy shit every day (my dad was often too drunk too cook or even take care of me)

which all massively decreased my testosterone producement

it ruined me

i am still extremely low-t, and it really fucks with me

i feel like even a true betacuck could lets say take my seat in the bus and i could do nothing about it

i often daydream about a life where my t levels werent this fucked

i am assured i would be atleast low tier normie sexhaver

atleast they cant take away my ability to daydream

giga relatable
every word is retable
i also have the giga sleep issues
in puberty that destroys you because you mostly produce growth hormones and grow during sleep
so if you dont sleep in puberty, you will forever be underdeveloped
thats why teens sleep so much
my body is like half finished abomination

for reference i have size 47EU shoe size but im 179cm tall
my shoe size is the size of a man whos 190cm or taller.
In my company I had to get everyones shoe size for a project and there was only 1 giant dude with my size, literally biggest guy in company.

I have giant hands, long arms, a hunchback

Also no physical activity, shit diet my entire life, never outside.
jfl at this body
i dont think i will live very long like this, maybe to 50 if lucky

 

[wereq]

Orphancel​

 

[juche necromancer]

for reference i have size 47EU shoe size but im 179cm tall

Brutal, way too disproportionate. Must look like you're wearing clown shoes.

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

g

giga relatable
every word is retable
i also have the giga sleep issues
in puberty that destroys you because you mostly produce growth hormones and grow during sleep
so if you dont sleep in puberty, you will forever be underdeveloped
thats why teens sleep so much
my body is like half finished abomination

for reference i have size 47EU shoe size but im 179cm tall
my shoe size is the size of a man whos 190cm or taller.
In my company I had to get everyones shoe size for a project and there was only 1 giant dude with my size, literally biggest guy in company.

I have giant hands, long arms, a hunchback

Also no physical activity, shit diet my entire life, never outside.
jfl at this body
i dont think i will live very long like this, maybe to 50 if lucky

brocel

do you think you stunted your growth?

 

[GeckoBus]

Brutal, way too disproportionate. Must look like you're wearing clown shoes.

absolutely
ive had people comment on it
like a guy at my job saw my boots outside and said who tf is wearing these
and then they said its geckobus
and he called me said
how a dwarf like me can be wearing these (he literally said dwarf kek)

brocel
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do you think you stunted your growth?

absolutely no doubt
my siblings are all taller than me
my dad is taller and 30kg heavier on average
hes like 90-120kg without working out
my little brother whos 3 years younger is taller and 80-90kg on average witout working out
im 68-73kg on average

my mom is of course shorther than me but the same weight as me.
Dont get me started on my little sister, she also mogs me physically jfl

i 100% got stunted by sleep issues and stress. Stress produces cortisol which lowers testosterone levels
as if this wasnt bad enough
i have a GIANT ass, and hips
like
anime thigh tier
when i sit on toilet and look down on my thighs, it looks like foid thighs.
Super fat and jiggly

my ass is so huge that people in public comment on it
and my brother did too

btw im not fat, im very skinnny. I undereat mostly because lack of body signals from autism
its just that with estrogenic body, the fat distribution is all in the legs and ass

 

[ElTruecel]

I’m very low t as well but it was far worse a year ago. I changed facially even because ofc I have more testosterone. Now I’m still low t don’t get me wrong but I probably was like 12 year old girl level of t a year ago.

 

[Raider919]

i'm not low t , but low social interaction. i do 30# dumbells and i will never go beta buxxx cuckold. i don't get why mainland slavs have become so fucking pathetic. what the fuck happened to pious the epic beard warriors?

 

[NorthernWind]

I probably have lowest t in this forum.

 

[AngryUbermensch]

ive been extremely skinny and beta for all my life

it (together with other factors like being non-nt) made me such an easy target for normfags to harras and get a laugh out of me

they always used to make auschwitz jokes or see how hard they needed to punch or kick me to create a bruise, the worst case was when one of them broke my wrist and threatened to break my other wrist if i ever told

during my entire childhood + late teens i always used to

- isolate myself indoors (missing sunlight and physical activity)
- sleeping 2-5 hours every night for most of my life
- eating like shit, mostly microwave meals or other unhealthy shit every day (my dad was often too drunk too cook or even take care of me)

which all massively decreased my testosterone producement

it ruined me

i am still extremely low-t, and it really fucks with me

i feel like even a true betacuck could lets say take my seat in the bus and i could do nothing about it

i often daydream about a life where my t levels werent this fucked

i am assured i would be atleast low tier normie sexhaver

atleast they cant take away my ability to daydream

Brutal. Ive been physically bullied because of autism too but it wasnt even nearly as brutal as your experience, and im not physically weak at least.

However, i think that low T is better as an incel than high T, because at least you wont be horny 24/7

 

[NorthernWind]

What are the low T traits?

 

[NorthernWind]

Did you measure it?

No. It's obvious. Even at work some men commented that I look sad/angry despite the fact that I try to control myself and look like an emotionless robot.
I also have very low energy.

 

[zerozerozero]

low t during puberty = OVER. you can work out, get good sleep, nutrition, but you will NEVER be so much as a shadow of your true potential.

 

[zerozerozero]

parents that do not pay attention and take appropriate measures to make sure their sons have healthy T levels deserve mexican cartel style punishment

 

[Friezacel]

Did you ever try gymmaxxing ? I also was a skinny fuck and everyone made of me for it. Now im going to the gym since a year and put on a good amount of muscles and it looks way better now

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

Did you ever try gymmaxxing ? I also was a skinny fuck and everyone made of me for it. Now im going to the gym since a year and put on a good amount of muscles and it looks way better now

i have done gymmaxxing yes

i dont look like an auschwitz survivior anymore but still quite skinny

wanna do a test-e and dbol dycle one day

 

[Rusty Peacekeeper]

You've had a harsh start mate, I'm sorry to hear that.

I think your hope at this point is to nerdmaxxx, girls will always like to show off a part of you.
If you're deeply knowledgeable about a certain topic and play into your looks with fashion you'll seem like a cute nerdy guy instead of a beaten down freak.

But you have to be persistent

 

[_meh]

Brutal.

 

[_meh]

Drink milk.

 

[THE TRUE DIGLET]

Most users are low T and have the mental strength of a 13 yr old girl and act like bitches on this forum tbh

 

[Julaybib]

go to your doctor

 

[Grim_Reaper]

Inject now.

You want him to @HiddenUzermaxx?

 

[wereq]

You want him to @HiddenUzermaxx?

I am too chicken to inject. I will apply topical cream on my balls.

 

[OwnerOpcell]

I am too chicken to inject. I will apply topical cream on my balls.

its not that bad if you use the right needle. been using long needle insulin ones the last few weeks, things feel like barbed wire and so thin they bend.

 

[der_komische]

missing sunlight

this is actually a good think as long as you take vitamine D supplies

 

[Freixel]

Your avi makes me empathize with you and imagine you as a sexy goth anime girl.

But I'm going to ignore my sexual fantasies and ask you if you've ever done anything to change your situation.

For example, train and eat better.

Eat raw onion, it helps raise testosterone