SuicideFuel I can no longer enjoy music

[Top Red Garnacho]

When I was a kid and in high school all those ncs background songs with gaming montages felt amazing, binge listening to alan Walker etc. Nowadays I no longer feels the same, it's like I don't deserve this temporary happiness. The innocence and excitiment is gone. I

 

[somniphobic]

holy shit yeah man, felt. i constantly need to listen to music or i'd be left with my own thoughts and that shit will drive me insane it's crazy. i need this shit as a constant distraction from my surroundings. like idk can't find songs that spark anything no more cause i've already listened to all the good ones too many times

 

[Se77en]

take stimulants

 

[somniphobic]

take stimulants

shits expensive and i'm a brokefag i barely make shit from my partime wageslave job

 

[Top Red Garnacho]

holy shit yeah man, felt. i constantly need to listen to music or i'd be left with my own thoughts and that shit will drive me insane it's crazy. i need this shit as a constant distraction from my surroundings. like idk can't find songs that spark anything no more cause i've already listened to all the good ones too many times

I even started listening rock music which I was not familiar with for change, nothing happened, during COVID I started listening to Classical music( chopin, Mozart, other names i forgot) felt good for a while but only times changes

 

[failednormie_]

holy shit yeah man, felt. i constantly need to listen to music or i'd be left with my own thoughts and that shit will drive me insane it's crazy. i need this shit as a constant distraction from my surroundings. like idk can't find songs that spark anything no more cause i've already listened to all the good ones too many times

 

[despisedpaul]

sorry bro. music is such a good cope for me

 

[somniphobic]

I even started listening rock music which I was not familiar with for change, nothing happened, during COVID I started listening to Classical music( chopin, Mozart, other names i forgot) felt good for a while but only times changes

yeah, i've listened to pretty much every genre at this point, besides like country. kpop, rpop, cpop, hyperpop, drain, rap, shoegaze, rock, hardrock, pop, phonk, whatever the fuck at this point, i have over 4000 liked songs on spotify i can't even cope anymore dude. i play fps games to cope too, but i'm so shit now i lost all my skill now when i play i want to fucking kill myself so i give up like a fag

 

[Intellau_Celistic]