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Edmund_Kemper
Disregard my larping efforts. I can’t change it.
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when i was 17/18, i was OBSESSED with blink-182/sum 41 and would listen to them all fucking day (especially blink-182's dude ranch and enema of the state albums) and sum 41's half hour of power. my favorite songs by blink-182 were "anthem", "all the small things", "pathetic", "voyeur" and "dick lips". my favorite songs by sum 41 were "what i believe" and "second chance for max headroom". in 12th grade, i was able to do activities and talk to friends (not girlfriends don't worry fakecel hunters) and do all kinds of fun shit. then as i was about to enter community college my OCD were insane and i got it past me but now covid ruined my chances to enjoy life again, and now i never made a single friend in college. life sucks now. elementary school was my best years though. in 12th grade i tried to dress and act like blink-182 and jestermaxx all the fuckin time.
now if i listen to a blink-182/sum 41 song i will literally become depressed because i'll miss HS but be depressed also over missing out on a social life and making friends in college. after college, people don't make friends as easily and partying is gone and after your early 20s you don't get to act like a retarded drool monkey anymore and get away with it. and everyone becomes homebodies who don't wanna go out and have fun and be mentally retarded.
i can listen to sum 41's does this look infected CD because it's angry but there's a couple songs i still avoid like all messed up because it has a happy sound.
@Mainländer @RREEEEEEEEE
now if i listen to a blink-182/sum 41 song i will literally become depressed because i'll miss HS but be depressed also over missing out on a social life and making friends in college. after college, people don't make friends as easily and partying is gone and after your early 20s you don't get to act like a retarded drool monkey anymore and get away with it. and everyone becomes homebodies who don't wanna go out and have fun and be mentally retarded.
i can listen to sum 41's does this look infected CD because it's angry but there's a couple songs i still avoid like all messed up because it has a happy sound.
@Mainländer @RREEEEEEEEE