LDAR I can't wait to die

[curryboy420]

As I sit here smoking alone in my garage same as I did for the last 6 years I realise there is nothing I look forward to any more except death . My mum always tells me to stop smoking but these days I feel like lighting one up every half an hour. I used to care about cancer now I feel like it would be a blessing. I don't really believe in God anymore but if he's real he's my last hope for after this life and if he's not then at least it's finally over. The unfairness of this world made me a shell of who I used to be as a child. And being a ghost is not really a life anyway.

 

[based_meme]

May you cope in peace.

 

[Mecoja]

The unfairness of this world made me a shell of who I used to be as a child. And being a ghost is not really a life anyway.

I feel completely the same.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

So why not die? What are you waiting for?

 

[nice_try]

Cope or rope, don't wait

 

[kjd]

I miss 2017 tbh, I had the balls back then to actually off myself, but ultimately decided against it thinking things would get better. It never gets better.

 

[TheNEET]

cope, you will never die

 

[curryboy420]

So why not die? What are you waiting for?

I'm waiting for the angel of death to come himself because that's the only Halal way to die

 

[ReconElement]

Neither can I

 

[Balding Subhuman]

If you want to quit smoking you could try taking N-acetylcysteine. It might work.

Suicide is on my mind too all the time, now more than ever. Hopefully SSRI will make me feel better. If it doesn't then I might as well kms

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

I'm waiting for the angel of death to come himself because that's the only Halal way to die

Weak

 

[BrokenAndThrownAway]

Weak men rot and suffer.
Brave men kill themselves
Heroes kill themselves and the ones that caused their suffering.

 

[Deleted member 40767]

May you cope in peace.

 

[RandomGuy]

View: https://youtu.be/OSYuzwRsr48

 

[Oroborus]

Weak men rot and suffer.

Elab cuck

 

[Billowel]

Weak men rot and suffer.
Brave men kill themselves
Heroes kill themselves and the ones that caused their suffering.

man with that kind of posting i have no clue how you haven't been banned yet.

I feel completely the same.

same.i will try to go backhome this year and see if something happens. the pain of living has increased way more this year and i am desperate to try to at least remove some of the pain.don't want to end up as a statistic. i want to die with christ. backhome everyone is poor,way way uglier then here in london,and have trash jobs so yeah. haven't got much of a chance.

 

[nightbane]

man with that kind of posting i have no clue how you haven't been banned yet.

why would he be banned? this is quite an average post on this site

 

[Billowel]

why would he be banned? this is quite an average post on this site

that's only common amongst greycels lol. greycels always make the worst posts imaginable and there is a reason why many of them get banned before they turn blue.

 

[nightbane]

that's only common amongst greycels lol. greycels always make the worst posts imaginable and there is a reason why many of them get banned before they turn blue.

lol @ thinking this is the worst post imaginable any mod that bans him for that is a pansy

 

[BrokenAndThrownAway]

man with that kind of posting i have no clue how you haven't been banned yet.

Bruh are you lost or something this ain't reddit.

 

[Deleted member 41061]

cope, you will never die

what the fuck is he jesus or sth that hes ghost gonna live?

 

[UglyandLoveless]

Yes, sex and love is what makes life bearable. Without that its better to be dead.

 

[iceandblood]

As I sit here smoking alone in my garage same as I did for the last 6 years I realise there is nothing I look forward to any more except death . My mum always tells me to stop smoking but these days I feel like lighting one up every half an hour. I used to care about cancer now I feel like it would be a blessing. I don't really believe in God anymore but if he's real he's my last hope for after this life and if he's not then at least it's finally over. The unfairness of this world made me a shell of who I used to be as a child. And being a ghost is not really a life anyway.

Please OP do not kill yourself or live to die. Maybe your future self will thank your past self for not giving up.

 

[Indari]

the sweet release of death can't come soon enough

 

[Atavistic Autist]

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[DarkClown97]

Relatable.

 

[Deleted member 41587]

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If he ain‘t larping, he must have really subhuman genetics to catch cancer at 25