black_depresso
You won't change reality, friend
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Hear me out folks
The reason I am wrestling mentally with whether or not I could be with a sub 7/10 girl, is because EVEN IF SHE HAD A HEART OF GOLD AND AN INCREDIBLE PERSONALITY and was sweet kind and loving
Living life with her, doing everything....
Just looking at her would be a constant, painful reminder that I am genetic trash and wasn't genetically good enough to get a truly beautiful female partner. I wasn't good enough to have my CHOICE of partners, I had to take the ugly mediocre creature that was given to me.
An ugly/mediocre girlfriend would be a reminder I no control over my life like a true, masculine man should have, and had to accept the shitty scraps I was given after viciously fighting my whole life the rat race/contest for used up pussy that all sub 8 men have to fight for
I wouldn't want to be forever after reminded that I couldn't do better
To extend this idea, consider sub 7 girls as Mcdonalds food, and above 7 girls as Gordon Ramsay's food.
Mcdonalds food might keep you fed (analogous to basic sexual and intimacy needs being met by ugly wife) but after a while you realise this isn't sustainable or conducive to living a healthy life, and is poisoning you with toxic chemicals and preservatives found in mcdonalds food. This fast food is not healthy at all (The analogy being an ugly chick would become toxic, belligerent and aggressive that she couldnt get chad, will overwhelmingly likely cheat on you, be manipulative as fuck and very toxic to your health and sanity, and demand better because she FULLY BELIEVES she can do better)
So its like
Im really wondering if its worth poisoning myself with mcdonalds burgers and every day of life remembering what other people have, that I can't afford or have access to
or
Just go hungry and live a solitary life.
I want to retain my sanity guys
LET ME BE CLEAR ON THIS
I do not want my looksmatch, because I do not want to be reminded of the genetic trash I am, and to be reminded of the horrific, torturous, lonely life experiences i've been through because of my low genetic quality. If anything, I yearn for a high genetic quality female to compensate for this lifetime of torture, to make me feel that at least I have some positive, beautiful thing to experience each day, as fleeting as it might be (in all likeliness a stacy who got with me cos of my millions of dollars if I won the lottery or something, would leave a few months after for chad or whatever)
I understand most of you would be completely happy with your looksmatch, but I hope you can understand where im coming from with regards to why I couldn't psychologically bear being with my looksmatch
I AM NOT A VOLCEL BECAUSE I HAVE THIS PREFERENCE, I would be volcel if I ACTUALLY HAD LOWER QUALITY WOMEN wanting a relationship with me, which I dont
I still dont get any attention anyway and honestly probably never will.
Nor is this fakecel. Im still ugly lol.
So
Do some critical thinking before you throw out baseless accusations boyos
The reason I am wrestling mentally with whether or not I could be with a sub 7/10 girl, is because EVEN IF SHE HAD A HEART OF GOLD AND AN INCREDIBLE PERSONALITY and was sweet kind and loving
Living life with her, doing everything....
Just looking at her would be a constant, painful reminder that I am genetic trash and wasn't genetically good enough to get a truly beautiful female partner. I wasn't good enough to have my CHOICE of partners, I had to take the ugly mediocre creature that was given to me.
An ugly/mediocre girlfriend would be a reminder I no control over my life like a true, masculine man should have, and had to accept the shitty scraps I was given after viciously fighting my whole life the rat race/contest for used up pussy that all sub 8 men have to fight for
I wouldn't want to be forever after reminded that I couldn't do better
To extend this idea, consider sub 7 girls as Mcdonalds food, and above 7 girls as Gordon Ramsay's food.
Mcdonalds food might keep you fed (analogous to basic sexual and intimacy needs being met by ugly wife) but after a while you realise this isn't sustainable or conducive to living a healthy life, and is poisoning you with toxic chemicals and preservatives found in mcdonalds food. This fast food is not healthy at all (The analogy being an ugly chick would become toxic, belligerent and aggressive that she couldnt get chad, will overwhelmingly likely cheat on you, be manipulative as fuck and very toxic to your health and sanity, and demand better because she FULLY BELIEVES she can do better)
So its like
Im really wondering if its worth poisoning myself with mcdonalds burgers and every day of life remembering what other people have, that I can't afford or have access to
or
Just go hungry and live a solitary life.
I want to retain my sanity guys
LET ME BE CLEAR ON THIS
I do not want my looksmatch, because I do not want to be reminded of the genetic trash I am, and to be reminded of the horrific, torturous, lonely life experiences i've been through because of my low genetic quality. If anything, I yearn for a high genetic quality female to compensate for this lifetime of torture, to make me feel that at least I have some positive, beautiful thing to experience each day, as fleeting as it might be (in all likeliness a stacy who got with me cos of my millions of dollars if I won the lottery or something, would leave a few months after for chad or whatever)
I understand most of you would be completely happy with your looksmatch, but I hope you can understand where im coming from with regards to why I couldn't psychologically bear being with my looksmatch
I AM NOT A VOLCEL BECAUSE I HAVE THIS PREFERENCE, I would be volcel if I ACTUALLY HAD LOWER QUALITY WOMEN wanting a relationship with me, which I dont
I still dont get any attention anyway and honestly probably never will.
Nor is this fakecel. Im still ugly lol.
So
Do some critical thinking before you throw out baseless accusations boyos
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