subhuman
Fuck it, we ball
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In the past when I saw something that pissed me off I used to rage. When I thought of love and affection it made me feel so abject and lonely. Now, all those emotions are almost gone. The passion, the bitterness, and the pain. It's a matter of indifference to me now, I just don't care anymore. Maybe initially I will feel something but after a second I get over it and realize it doesn't affect me. Even things like hunger and libido have been numbed.
I don't really miss it. I'm probably not much happier, but I'm not suffering as much. The biggest realization I've had is that I don't actually want a gf. Like I am completely fine with being alone all day rotting. I just want sex.
I don't really miss it. I'm probably not much happier, but I'm not suffering as much. The biggest realization I've had is that I don't actually want a gf. Like I am completely fine with being alone all day rotting. I just want sex.