Serpents reign
Mythic
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- Sep 4, 2021
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I'm short, fat and alone and I'm in my 30s. I don't know how I can continue on another 50 years of this bullshit. Not saying I will make it that long. But still my body is going to hell and it's just downhill from here. I have no career. I have no goals. I have no obligations that mean anything other than my own survival. I'm theorizing the only thing I really should work on right now. Is losing weight and getting in shape. Which is fucking hard to do at my age, but it's not gonna get any easier. I also need to get a career going. I just work at a Restaurant which pays okay enough for me to afford a place to live. But still I really feel like i'm not manning up in life. I have a phobia of driving. I have extreme social anxiety and I really don't like meeting new people. I wish I could be a kid again and live in my own little world. The world had to be so cruel to me. Because I couldn't handle the reality of life. All I want is to be a hermit in the woods far away from civilization.