Where did it go wrong??
I remember my first ever school trip, we were like 6, i played with a basket ball and ate bread the entire time.
I miss life being so easy, when school was easy.
I never had to study or do homework, bam, good grades. I could wake up late, i would come home early, my parents were still at work.
One of my grandpas was watching me, until my parents came home.
Id come home from school, have hot lunch served, and have the rest of the day for me, id just play nintendo all day. I was so happy.
I could go to school, play nintendo, watch tv, be on my dads laptop, anything i wanted, and then go play football with my schoolmates and still be home by dinner.
Endless fun and joy.
The vacations were longer. My family was able to afford vacation back in the day. I had friends, i was hanging out often.
I rode my bike very often too, theres a big hill near me, it had a small "jump" , a "u" shaped downhill path, made for bikes, also huge forest there. I remember going there all the time.
Me and my mates would go buy energy drinks , then bike up to the hill, do a couple jumps, drink, eat candy then go very fast downhill.
In wintertime we would sleigh or snowball fight, throw firecrackers, build snowmen.
I Would visit my distant cousins from time to time.
In summer my whole generation of 2003-2007 ppl would hang out in the same spot on the river, our parents too.
Not a worry in the world, endless bliss, pure heaven.
Sometimes i cry, when i remember all the things i did, how much fun i had, and how i will never experience sometning like that ever again, something thats long gone.
The pictures in my head, the lighting, its so accurate, i remember every last bit of it.
It all went down when my parents divorced, i gained a lot of weight, and i was just in my house all day on fortnite.
Very soon my generation would start dating, drinking, clubbing etc, while i was left out.
I missed the teenage fun. Missed it all completley. Everything went by so quickly.
One moment im a 12 yo kid at home and then a second later im 19, in my room. Alone, headache from the schoolslaving.
Truly alone, this forum is all i have, i cant trust anyone, i was abandoned by my friends. My parents hate me.
I remember my first ever school trip, we were like 6, i played with a basket ball and ate bread the entire time.
I miss life being so easy, when school was easy.
I never had to study or do homework, bam, good grades. I could wake up late, i would come home early, my parents were still at work.
One of my grandpas was watching me, until my parents came home.
Id come home from school, have hot lunch served, and have the rest of the day for me, id just play nintendo all day. I was so happy.
I could go to school, play nintendo, watch tv, be on my dads laptop, anything i wanted, and then go play football with my schoolmates and still be home by dinner.
Endless fun and joy.
The vacations were longer. My family was able to afford vacation back in the day. I had friends, i was hanging out often.
I rode my bike very often too, theres a big hill near me, it had a small "jump" , a "u" shaped downhill path, made for bikes, also huge forest there. I remember going there all the time.
Me and my mates would go buy energy drinks , then bike up to the hill, do a couple jumps, drink, eat candy then go very fast downhill.
In wintertime we would sleigh or snowball fight, throw firecrackers, build snowmen.
I Would visit my distant cousins from time to time.
In summer my whole generation of 2003-2007 ppl would hang out in the same spot on the river, our parents too.
Not a worry in the world, endless bliss, pure heaven.
Sometimes i cry, when i remember all the things i did, how much fun i had, and how i will never experience sometning like that ever again, something thats long gone.
The pictures in my head, the lighting, its so accurate, i remember every last bit of it.
It all went down when my parents divorced, i gained a lot of weight, and i was just in my house all day on fortnite.
Very soon my generation would start dating, drinking, clubbing etc, while i was left out.
I missed the teenage fun. Missed it all completley. Everything went by so quickly.
One moment im a 12 yo kid at home and then a second later im 19, in my room. Alone, headache from the schoolslaving.
Truly alone, this forum is all i have, i cant trust anyone, i was abandoned by my friends. My parents hate me.
