SuicideFuel I want to castrate myself. Every single day i think about women.

[bus27jihad]

TL: DR;
title.

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I don't want to breathe anymore. But im scared of death.

I woke up today and as soon as i could think, i fantasised cuddling with this one foid. And i know she doesn't even like me in real life.
I didnt even realise i was fantasising for fucking 2 hours. I was supposed to be up already.

Im only 18 years old but If the rest of my life is gonna be like this im gonna rope. There no fucking chance im gonna continue living If every day is going to be like this.
It can only go down from here.

I jerk off and waste my sperm like everyday. The moment i see any naked skin my brain goes NEURON ACTIVATION MODE and i start jerking off. My libido is getting out of hand.

I want to castrate myself perminantly. And not with any chemicals.
I want to take a large dose of anesthesia, grab a chainsaw and mutilate myself.
Every single time i look down to piss i see the reason why my life is so fucking pitiful, and why im depressed 24/7.
I wish i was born without a Dick and balls.

I fucking hate my testosterone, too. I wish i never had any. It fucking ruined every single bit of humanity i have.

If i was a woman i would be so fucking happy. I feel discusted to have testosterone. Why cant i be beautiful like whores?

 

[Caelus]

Im only 18 years old but If the rest of my life is gonna be like this im gonna rope.

No you’re not.

 

[bus27jihad]

No you’re not.

Ratio

 

[Shrek]

Cuck

 

[Caelus]

Ratio

Cuck

 

[bus27jihad]

Cuck

I am a cuck.

 

[bus27jihad]

 

[SubhumanGamer]

Dnr
Tranny

 

[Johnny_Connecticut]

TL: DR;
title.

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I don't want to breathe anymore. But im scared of death.

I woke up today and as soon as i could think, i fantasised cuddling with this one foid. And i know she doesn't even like me in real life.
I didnt even realise i was fantasising for fucking 2 hours. I was supposed to be up already.

Im only 18 years old but If the rest of my life is gonna be like this im gonna rope. There no fucking chance im gonna continue living If every day is going to be like this.
It can only go down from here.

I jerk off and waste my sperm like everyday. The moment i see any naked skin my brain goes NEURON ACTIVATION MODE and i start jerking off. My libido is getting out of hand.

I want to castrate myself perminantly. And not with any chemicals.
I want to take a large dose of anesthesia, grab a chainsaw and mutilate myself.
Every single time i look down to piss i see the reason why my life is so fucking pitiful, and why im depressed 24/7.
I wish i was born without a Dick and balls.

I fucking hate my testosterone, too. I wish i never had any. It fucking ruined every single bit of humanity i have.

If i was a woman i would be so fucking happy. I feel discusted to have testosterone. Why cant i be beautiful like whores?

Most 18 year olds don't have such good grammar and punctuation...

 

[bus27jihad]

Dnr
Tranny

Why

 

[bus27jihad]

Most 18 year olds don't have such good grammar and punctuation...

Yeah but im hyperautistic and smart

 

[jbwbeliever]

u gotta wait to see how your uni life would be like first tbh

 

[bus27jihad]

u gotta wait to see how your uni life would be like first tbh

Everybody there will bastardise me for no reason.

 

[bus27jihad]

Same

 

[WacoGoesDown]

Over

 

[bus27jihad]

Over

Never had a chance.

 

[bus27jihad]

My balls aren't the direct cause of my suffering but they're what make me capable of suffering

My balls are my suffering

 

[bus27jihad]

Being born a non-chad male means being a CUCK for females

Exactly.
Im not gonna get into a relationship even If i could ascend because i know i would get cucked

 

[bus27jihad]

I personally would rather be a turbo cuck than incel because I'm a truecel so even cuckdom is so out of reach for me

Brootal

 

[decafincel]

Removing the PP won't remove the feelings. Don't do somthing you'll regret latter.

 

[bus27jihad]

Removing the PP won't remove the feelings. Don't do somthing you'll regret latter.

If thats the case i might just kms. Whats the point of living a life where You will never get what You want?

 

[bus27jihad]

@CopeHarderNow

 

[bus27jihad]

View attachment 1020065

BOMBOCLAT?!?
SYISSS??
SYIXS PUSSY BOMBOEGG CLAT BLOODCLOT PUSST EGG?
️️️

 

[bus27jihad]

Kitler

 

[bus27jihad]

WTF

6 PUSSYCLOT EGG️️

 

[FakeFakecel]

See an escort if you can. That's the best advice I can give.

 

[bus27jihad]

See an escort if you can. That's the best advice I can give.

Seeing an escort is cucked. Im not gonna have sex with a women that has her primary job being fucking other dudes

 

[FakeFakecel]

Seeing an escort is cucked. Im not gonna have sex with a women that has her primary job being fucking other dudes

You either see an escort or you kill yourself. Which is it, boy?

 

[bus27jihad]

what is blud yapping about

6 BOMBAROSCLOT PUSSYBOMBABLOODCLOT EGG ️️

View: https://youtu.be/Z8GQPAGRar8?si=uC5k4_h36Sj9B35I

 

[bus27jihad]

You either see an escort or you kill yourself. Which is it, boy?

Kms.
I WILL NEVER BE A CUCKOLD.
DEATH TO THE MPLA

 

[bus27jihad]

View attachment 1020184

View: https://youtu.be/oY-yPn5ne3Q?si=PwraS8RdPCPbmj3h

 

[bus27jihad]

poor car

IM GONNA FUCK A CAT. IRL

 

[Lord Beric]

Cuck

 

[bus27jihad]

@Lord Beric

 

[lazy_gamer_423]

I want to take a large dose of anesthesia, grab a chainsaw and mutilate myself.
Every single time i look down to piss i see the reason why my life is so fucking pitiful, and why im depressed 24/7.
I wish i was born without a Dick and balls.

I fucking hate my testosterone, too. I wish i never had any. It fucking ruined every single bit of humanity i have.

If i was a woman i would be so fucking happy. I feel discusted to have testosterone. Why cant i be beautiful like whores?

faggot cuck

IM GONNA FUCK A CAT. IRL

 

[Logic55]

Me too. Being a straight male with high sex drive is brutal asf