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- Nov 17, 2020
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I dislike feeling jealous, hateful, and vengeful. It consumes me though. These feelings are instinctual, and I can't do much to prevent them. If I see a beautiful woman or a couple, I am instantly filled with seething rage. I am deeply wounded by the fact that I can't be with my oneitus crushes, and I hate their boyfriends with a passion.
At the same time, I recognize that these things have nothing to do with me, and it is irrational to think about things which one has no control over. I can't help being ugly. I can't help the fact that women don't find me attractive. The laws of nature are out of my hands. I'm wasting my energy by thinking about such out of reach potentials.
I NEED TO LET GO
At the same time, I recognize that these things have nothing to do with me, and it is irrational to think about things which one has no control over. I can't help being ugly. I can't help the fact that women don't find me attractive. The laws of nature are out of my hands. I'm wasting my energy by thinking about such out of reach potentials.
I NEED TO LET GO