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AMOR FATI
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I've been browsing this forum since 2018 and made an account in 2020 to finally vent my frustrations. I've been browsing "pill" studies, posts, videos and content in general since I was 14 years old and I am soon to be a 23 year old KHHV. I've spent my entire life in front of a screen from as early as 5-6 years old and it's time to say that things have finally run their course. I want to heal my brain from years of perpetual internet use that have ultimately fried my brain beyond repair. Years of being a NEET KHHV isolated and disaffected loner have made me devoid of any empathy. I have consumed everything online. The internet has reached a point of 0 novelty, has been completely centralized, and is now enjoyed by the lowest common denominator while simultaneously fostering a hostile approach to those on the fringe. It is truly over. I feel as though there is literally nothing left to absorb in regards to the incelosphere and my opinions in regards to western civilization, intersexual dynamics, and things getting better as a whole are just so far gone at this point that it's not even worth spending a single second of brainpower worrying about. I don't think there will be some sort of great collapse, but a world that spirals further and further into a gridlocked, technocratic 3rd-world surveillance hellscape and I want to escape before the buzzer rings so to speak. In many ways it already has.
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