Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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All I had to do today was to prepare a presentation and present it. Like 1 hour of work at most and like 20 minutes of talking online, if that. That's it, that's all I had to do today.
And guess what, I'm exhausted as hell from that. The lecture ended 2 hours ago and just now I'm starting to emotionally calm down. I was on edge, fidgeting, my whole body felt weird. Like a manic state, all cause I had to do 1 thing.
I've rotted for too many years, my formative years. Basically anything other than rotting stresses me out too much. Same thing with going to the dentist or getting a haircut, ruins my whole day. God forbid I have to actually do something, won't be able to relax even when I get home and am laying in bed, I'm just ruined.
And guess what, I'm exhausted as hell from that. The lecture ended 2 hours ago and just now I'm starting to emotionally calm down. I was on edge, fidgeting, my whole body felt weird. Like a manic state, all cause I had to do 1 thing.
I've rotted for too many years, my formative years. Basically anything other than rotting stresses me out too much. Same thing with going to the dentist or getting a haircut, ruins my whole day. God forbid I have to actually do something, won't be able to relax even when I get home and am laying in bed, I'm just ruined.