Instead I was born a shitskin and im stuck here.
Every day of my life I have to wake up as a shitskin and see my ugly ass brown face in the mirror. I envy white people with colored eyes so much. They signal their ancestors are superior to mine just by having white features.
I am also envious of how blissful ignorance whites live in. A few weeks ago when I was chilling with white friends from university, i revealed the racepill to them in a moment of sperg. When i told my german friend he was superior to me just by virtue of being blonde and having blue eyes, the whole table went silent for a moment, there was this awkward silence and my old friend looked at me with disgust. No matter how much I tried to explain, they gave me "its all individual, you can't generalize nations" meme.
Being brown in Europe SIGNALS either you or your parents are immigrants from shithole countries where average IQ is 80 and people are ugly as SIN. You are automatically INFERIOR in people eyes. Of course they will never admit it.
I also hate it when people ask me where I am "originally" from. I hate that question so fucking much. It is like them rubbing it in my face. I used to dodge the question with jokes and movie memes but now I just straight up dont answer the question. If they dont get it and ask again I angrily say "im from fucking earth".
After fully swallowing the racepill, I also try not to associate or even talk to whites. They make me uncomfortable and self concious about myself. Knowing DAMN WELL they are better than me. I feel like i am getting talked down to whenever a white person tries to talk to me. The girl who lives next door used to say hi to me when she sees me in the building. I dont even acknowledge her anymore, when she says hey I just pretend like I didnt even hear it.. She finally took the hint and stopped greeting me.
I sometimes feel like crying over this issue. I also HATE other muslims/middle easterns with a burning passion as well. just fuck off. I hate it when they are acting confident embarrass themselves. I cringe so bad every time I see ethnics hanging in packs and try to talk german girls outside of the clubs. They are so dumb they can't realize they make people uncomfortable and girls just want them to go away. groups of 5'6'' swarthy refugee men everywhere.
Every day of my life I have to wake up as a shitskin and see my ugly ass brown face in the mirror. I envy white people with colored eyes so much. They signal their ancestors are superior to mine just by having white features.
I am also envious of how blissful ignorance whites live in. A few weeks ago when I was chilling with white friends from university, i revealed the racepill to them in a moment of sperg. When i told my german friend he was superior to me just by virtue of being blonde and having blue eyes, the whole table went silent for a moment, there was this awkward silence and my old friend looked at me with disgust. No matter how much I tried to explain, they gave me "its all individual, you can't generalize nations" meme.
Being brown in Europe SIGNALS either you or your parents are immigrants from shithole countries where average IQ is 80 and people are ugly as SIN. You are automatically INFERIOR in people eyes. Of course they will never admit it.
I also hate it when people ask me where I am "originally" from. I hate that question so fucking much. It is like them rubbing it in my face. I used to dodge the question with jokes and movie memes but now I just straight up dont answer the question. If they dont get it and ask again I angrily say "im from fucking earth".
After fully swallowing the racepill, I also try not to associate or even talk to whites. They make me uncomfortable and self concious about myself. Knowing DAMN WELL they are better than me. I feel like i am getting talked down to whenever a white person tries to talk to me. The girl who lives next door used to say hi to me when she sees me in the building. I dont even acknowledge her anymore, when she says hey I just pretend like I didnt even hear it.. She finally took the hint and stopped greeting me.
I sometimes feel like crying over this issue. I also HATE other muslims/middle easterns with a burning passion as well. just fuck off. I hate it when they are acting confident embarrass themselves. I cringe so bad every time I see ethnics hanging in packs and try to talk german girls outside of the clubs. They are so dumb they can't realize they make people uncomfortable and girls just want them to go away. groups of 5'6'' swarthy refugee men everywhere.
