NorthernWind
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- Feb 13, 2021
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My parents were relatively normal looking or even good-looking while I'm an ugly retarded disgusting freak. I wonder if it's some harsh punishment from God or they used substances ( drugs, alcohol, tobacco etc ). My life is a cruel joke. I often feel deadly sadness inside myself. Maybe after death it will be better...I don't wish such a fate to anyone, even people who hate me or harm me. I don't have any dignity. I'm literally a mistake.