I've contemplated doing it a lot but im at my worst point ever. The fact that i made an account on here after lurking for 4+ years should give u enough of an idea about how sad and lonely I am. I've been with the community over the years , looking if not participating, so it felt like I need to send my message into the void, to feel as if someone knew I existed, even if the server is "dyinh" (it really isnt trust me, inceldom will peak in 2020s)
As for those who are saying I should just do it, yes, I admit I'm a pussy because I havent done it in all these years, but this time I'm at my wit's end. I will be kicked out soon because my NEETdom is not approved and financially I'm not doing well at all.
I do wish to live and make the normies pay, oh I wish for that so much, taking sweet revenge for all those years of suffering, mockery, ridicule, bullying and outright violence. I do wish to live and see this cucked gay earth get nuked. But I am not able to live this way. Self improving is a meme for yottatrucels like me and I don't see any use to working and wageslaving, I would in no way, ever, be happy. I have lost my youth and it is something I absolutely despise. My youth was spent crying myself to sleep and being an outcast. I wish I had NEET buxx so i could just ldar at home on the forum and not participate in soyciety at all (which I do, but without any NEETbuxx). I will think about things again surely, but I dont know any other way I can live. I will never be happy no matter what I do.
Don't do it bro, that's what they want you to do, don't give them the satisfaction.
Roping is cucked.
I wish I can stop myself man, maybe my instincts will, but tbh u cant really stop urself at the top, gravity will do its thing.
Imagine postmaxxing on your last days alive on this planet especially on a dead forum like this
[UWSL]Literally just kill yourself right now. Don't clog up server space with your meaningless posts. Just make one thread livestreaming all of it for us brocels entertainment. [/UWSL]
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This world can be hell for some.
this tbh
want to do some things before i die, am trying to be low inhib af now (will post results)