In A Brief Moment of Clarity, I Deleted My ENTIRE Porn Collection...

[Tranquil Fury]

And to be honest, kind of regret it. For whatever reason started off with some old stuff I wanted to snap one off to before moving onto a new and improved collection I had on my tablet. Was tired of how long it took and just got annoyed and deleted everything off a USB. Then proceeded to delete some other downloads I hadn't cataloged and transferred to my main collection, aka the motherload, yet. Then proceeded to delete all the links to various websites of videos or new girls I was going download the videos for. In my brief moment of genuinely feeling like I was liberating myself of a legion of women with huge tits and nice legs, I decided to go all in and delete 3400 videos of a brand new collection I hadn't gotten to yet, many of which were paid for, many of which are no longer available online, and you guessed it, I deleted them.

I went to bed last night feeling liberated, only to wake up and essentially feeling regret, annoyance and frustration. I literally grew up with alot of these vids and for them to be gone for good is just an alien feeling. Glad because I know I technically liberated myself from a pointless and unhealthy cope, but upset because I got rid of some pretty good memories associated with alot of those vids, particularly alot of scoreland videos and some of the first big titty girls of the 70s and 80s I lost my porn cherry to.

Tried going back to some of the websites I got alot of these vids from but just doesn't seem the same for whatever reason (I just prefer downloads and storing on SD cards or USBs, easier to hide and more convenient for travel). This ever happen to anyone else ?

 

[Govid_Dorious]

This ever happen to anyone else ?

yes, i always end up deleting every porn downloaded, i did it when i was 15y with a collection of 8gb of porn, its a great feeling tbh

 

[thespanishcel]

Try using recuva or some othe program for recovering deleted files. I used to download porn too but it was because I had a really shitty laptop and bad internet so watching online videos wasn't worth it (bad quality, lag, buffering, etc.). I had to download them and then watch with VLC media player.

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

I had a collection once that I deleted years ago but that's mainly as I would get bored of jerking off to videos I'd seen before, plus user generated porn content was getting popular online at the time so there was always something new and exciting to fap to.

 

[VitaminS]

based

 

[jeetcel]

oh c'mon as if you'll be able to get over porn addiction by just suddenly restraining yourself this way, it will take some time for your fried up brain to get its focus back and thoughts to straighten up and all

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

My SD card broke after I moved.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

That's why I never delete anything

 

[IronsideCel]

I don't delete, but over the years I have grown to control myself and I forget I even have it most of the time.



it's over

 

[Saint Cho]

yes, i always end up deleting every porn downloaded, i did it when i was 15y with a collection of 8gb of porn, its a great feeling tbh

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[Lawrence]

Opposite problem here-- I have redundant backups of my porn collection stored on two different media types in two different locations, plus another copy in a hacker-proof cloud storage service which wouldn't delete the backups until 1 year after I tell them to

If I wanted to delete my porn collection, I would have to be hella dermined

 

[Tranquil Fury]

Opposite problem here-- I have redundant backups of my porn collection stored on two different media types in two different locations, plus another copy in a hacker-proof cloud storage service which wouldn't delete the backups until 1 year after I tell them to

If I wanted to delete my porn collection, I would have to be hella dermined

I did too, had 3400 downloads on my tablet, was working on the original 2200 I had on a backup USB, but after almost a year and a half, Just got annoyed with how long the whole process was taking and just felt like it was all a waste. I had a system to take proper breaks in between marathons, but for some reason I just got annoyed with the whole process and in the moment just wanted to liberate myself from the cycle that's taken almost a year and a half to complete (I think I still had less than 200 videos to go on the USB).

Just so you know I may be able to recover the motherload and some of the uncataloged downloads, but it will be rather lengthy and not a sure thing. Guess I'll get back to you with the results.

A true love hate relationship with porn. Good cope and even some fun memories, but at the same time, a bad cope and those memories are basically a symbol of how lonely I've been since my first whack to completion the summer before my freshman year in HS (courtesy of Petra Verkaik) all the way up till now.

 

[bigbug]

That's good.

 

[LifeMaxxer]

I dont download vids but I had many of my favorites in a playlist on different sites.

While quitting, I didn’t delete it because what matters when quitting is being able to be tempted and say no.

I only deleted my accounts recently and I have no regrets because I dont remember any of those old videos since it’s been over 2 years when I last watched them

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

 

[CrackingYs]

The new 4K 60fps porn these days makes all old porn kinda obsolete anyways.

 

[Fallenleaves]

That's why I never delete anything

 

[cripplecel]

 

[seikko]

You don't need a collection, man. If you're too horny, just jack off on a 1 minute vid and move on