It's the story of my life, basically. I have zero friends. The few friends I have (or had) only had an ulterior motive (borrow money, mooch off of my homework, look over my shoulder during exams, resume advice, free rides on long trips because dumbass me would never charge for gas or tolls). Once they got their accomplishments, they disappeared as if they never existed. Yet, I'm still told that "I need to reach out more". Normie idiots don't understand that people with a decent level of attractiveness don't need to reach out --- friendships and relationships just happen for them.
I get this 24/7 when I am around people.
"you need to talk about yourself more, be more social"
"why are you so quiet"
gee whizz maybe because i've made nothing but negative experiences everytime I open up and try talking to people.
Even to my parents.
I remember, I FUCKING REMEMBER the day I became 100% introverted.
My parents shut me down for talking at the dinner table for the 500000 time and I remember it was like a switch flpped and I just stopped taling to them, to anyone.
I just stopped giving a fuck.
After that I was sent to therapy and shit but I never told anybody. It was just over.
It's the story of my life, basically. I have zero friends. The few friends I have (or had) only had an ulterior motive (borrow money, mooch off of my homework, look over my shoulder during exams, resume advice, free rides on long trips because dumbass me would never charge for gas or tolls). Once they got their accomplishments, they disappeared as if they never existed. Yet, I'm still told that "I need to reach out more". Normie idiots don't understand that people with a decent level of attractiveness don't need to reach out --- friendships and relationships just happen for them.
so fucking relatable. throughout my entire life I have had like two genuine friends that were actually good people. the vast majority of people want nothing to do with you unless they have an ulterior motive
Oh boy do I have stories about this shit.
I only had 3 "friends" over the course of my life.
1 in gradeschool
2 in HS
none now.
For all of them I was just a cumrag, a punching bag. The first two just made me play videogames with them and if I won by being lucky, they would immediately ragequit and play something else. I was just there to loose.
The third one was a fucking psycho. Let's not get into this but I will just say that he turned into chad lite and started treating me like I am his fucking patient. He would tell anything I told him to other people. He even talked to teachers after class and shat and on me, started spreading rumors about me etc...
He and his buddy ripped my backpack in half and shit....
At the time I was so spergy/desperate that I just let it happen. I had nothing else, these there the closet things I had to a "social circle"
Out of 1000+ students, I was the outsider among the 5 weirdest kids in school.