I hated going out and doing anything, or interacting with others, but the more I fell into the black pill the more I enjoyed those things. I became a watcher, not a participant. Watching these NPCs go about their routine and expose most of their little secrets just by learning to read body language is so interesting.
Growth in inhib is merely achieved by killing yourself, amoral levels of indifference, or active hatred
One must kill their self worth, and then if they don't care about living or dying or suffering then why would they need to worry about anything causing them to hesitate like their inhib?
OR
One must reach the levels of indifference where you genuinely could walk by a foid yelling she'd let you ascend with her if you just gave her a sip of water as you watch her pass out and fall off a bridge without even anything more than a small chuckle and smirk to yourself..... IE Genuinely give up on everyone but your own self worth.
OR
Embrace it, Stinkmaxx nigga, go full ham, you hate yourself and interactions, but you love making others cringe and regret even seeing you more than anything. Embrace the hate. Hate fuck them! Hate hate hate! As long as you hate other people enough, you can do anything.