Venting Is it really not going to get any better?

[Mortis]

It really is just going to keep getting worse and worse? Isn't it?

I don't understand why my life has to be full of suffering. Everyday is a struggle, every passing moment is pain. It's like some kind of chronic illness that you just can't get rid of.

The only reason I haven't turned myself into a red mist on the pavement is, because I refuse to belief this is it. I REFUSE to belief that I have to face this agonising adversity on the daily. I haven’t felt ANY happiness / pleasure / contentedness in the past 4 years, and I am only 19...

Do you know what that's like? Nigga, why can't I feel good? This is fucking bullshit, I want to tear the skin from my face, and bang my head against the wall until I die.

 

[iamsubhuman]

It is what it is.

 

[Mortis]

It is what it is.

 

[Celius]

It is if you’re a normie teenager like the rest of this forum. If you’re truly genetic dead then it’s fucking over.

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

wait till you are more decade into this shit

 

[Mortis]

If you’re truly genetic dead then it’s fucking over.

Unfortunately, I am a genetic waste

 

[Mortis]

wait till you are more decade into this shit
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Great lifefuel! So much too look forward too.

 

[Med Amine]

no

 

[TheGrayWolf]

It really is just going to keep getting worse and worse? Isn't it?

I don't understand why my life has to be full of suffering. Everyday is a struggle, every passing moment is pain. It's like some kind of chronic illness that you just can't get rid of.

The only reason I haven't turned myself into a red mist on the pavement is, because I refuse to belief this is it. I REFUSE to belief that I have to face this agonising adversity on the daily. I haven’t felt ANY happiness / pleasure / contentedness in the past 4 years, and I am only 19...

Do you know what that's like? Nigga, why can't I feel good? This is fucking bullshit, I want to tear the skin from my face, and bang my head against the wall until I die.

What is your main problem bro? Inceldom? Society?

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I totally feel you bro.

Think about it. There are attractive men (face), tall men but ok looking, wealthy men, men who look ok with good personality... and of course a mixture of these. Women will pick them, and not me. I'm 26, and still a KHHV. I'm very ugly and short. I could be a better bf than most chads, yet women are only disgusted by me. And I'm weird AF in real life (very autistic, strange mannerisms, don't know how to be funny and social anxiety due to my looks).

WHY WOULD ANY GIRL PICK ME AS HER BF??? IT'S TRULY OVER FOR ME AND I WISH I COULD JUST GO TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP

 

[cem garipoglu]

What is your main problem bro? Inceldom? Society?

i think inceldom is caused by society and ur family

 

[cem garipoglu]

i am at the same age as u and its very hard

 

[TheGrayWolf]

i think inceldom is caused by society and ur family

True. My parents were both good looking and so is my sister, I'm a 1/10 because I have a disorder and have a retard face, it's really like I'm adopted how much they mog me. My dad was literally a chad when he made me 27 years ago. I have the disorder from him but he wasn't/isn't physically affected. He's 1.88m tall, I should have been 1.80m. But I'm very ugly and 1.62m all because of my dad (which I know is ironic. I was physically affected, he wasn't/isn't)

 

[cem garipoglu]

True. My parents were both good looking and so is my sister, I'm a 1/10 because I have a disorder and have a retard face, it's really like I'm adopted how much they mog me. My dad was literally a chad when he made me 27 years ago. I have the disorder from him but he wasn't/isn't physically affected. He's 1.88m tall, I should have been 1.80m. But I'm very ugly and 1.62m all because of my dad (which I know is ironic. I was physically affected, he wasn't/isn't)

not only that but the treatment or abuse can really fuck ur mind

 

[TheGrayWolf]

i think inceldom is caused by society and ur family

It's also brutal because I was a good looking child up until the age of around 11. Then things got worse pretty quickly within 2 years as puberty and the disorder messed up my head and face (I'm deformed) and stopped my growth. It's sad knowing I could have been at least a HTN or even chadlite, but now I'm a 1/10

 

[TheGrayWolf]

not only that but the treatment or abuse can really fuck ur mind

oh yeah, I know. But you do understand how this must hurt me? The chance I would inherit it was 50%! My sister doesn't have it and looks good.

A COIN FLIP CHANCE: INCEL OR CHADLITE

 

[cem garipoglu]

It's also brutal because I was a good looking child up until the age of around 11. Then things got worse pretty quickly within 2 years as puberty and the disorder messed up my head and face (I'm deformed) and stopped my growth. It's sad knowing I could have been at least a HTN or even chadlite, but now I'm a 1/10

i wasnt really bad looking at 16 tbh i used to speak on snap to girls they said i wasnt that bad looking some said. and we got into fights but i had hope but after that all i endured is lonliness and pain. to corect my pont is even at 16 it was over for me but i was just coping

 

[cem garipoglu]

oh yeah, I know. But you do understand how this must hurt me? The chance I would inherit it was 50%! My sister doesn't have it and looks good.

A COIN FLIP CHANCE: INCEL OR CHADLITE

cant u do surgery or something

 

[TheGrayWolf]

cant u do surgery or something

Not really in my case, because it's harder to "take away" then to add. Over the last 2.5 years I've talked to 4 different doctors. The procedures are expensive and in my case would only make little difference. Problem is, you can't really change the skull/head itself (only certain facial features). And you certainly can't make it smaller.

I have extreme eye asymmetry which cannot be changed in my case. But just in general my face is "wrong", my individual features are abnormal, I have wrong bone growth in many areas of the face. I just look "wrong" and have zero harmony or structure. People often mistake me for a woman (not everyone) but EVERYONE would say I'm very ugly/strange looking. People stare, point at me, laugh about me (strangers, behind my back), or say stuff like "look at that guy" or "ugliest person I've ever seen".

And I'm not kidding bro. You'd see me and you say "he's a truecel obviously"

My jaw is too big and round, it would be better if it were too small because then it could be made bigger. But a large jaw can't really be reduced. I will try fillers. It's probably cope but I will try it

 

[cem garipoglu]

Not really in my case, because it's harder to "take away" then to add. Over the last 2.5 years I've talked to 4 different doctors. The procedures are expensive and in my case would only make little difference. Problem is, you can't really change the skull/head itself (only certain facial features). And you certainly can't make it smaller.

I have extreme eye asymmetry which cannot be changed in my case. But just in general my face is "wrong", my individual features are abnormal, I have wrong bone growth in many areas of the face. I just look "wrong" and have zero harmony or structure. People often mistake me for a woman (not everyone) but EVERYONE would say I'm very ugly/strange looking. People stare, point at me, laugh about me (strangers, behind my back), or say stuff like "look at that guy" or "ugliest person I've ever seen".

And I'm not kidding bro. You'd see me and you say "he's a truecel obviously"

My jaw is too big and round, it would be better if it were too small because then it could be made bigger. But a large jaw can't really be reduced. I will try fillers. It's probably cope but I will try it

feel sorry for u

 

[TheGrayWolf]

feel sorry for u

Thanks for the sympathy bro

 

[cem garipoglu]

Thanks for the sympathy bro

np

 

[Mortis]

What is your main problem bro? Inceldom? Society?

Having no friends really..

 

[badalien44]

i think inceldom is caused by society and ur family

That is so true, I’m the only person in my entire family who is still a virgin that is over the age of 12 and I’m 27. I also think all the foids in my family had a body count of at least 10 or 15 by the time they were 14. They are all such whores

 

[fakechadtullycel68]

Dude you're only 19 tho

You just got out of the kids prison last year (school)

I know growing up in this time period is pure AIDS gravy but I changed so much from 20 to now 30 yrs old and I'm genuinely happy about how far I came

You have time to develop, gymmaxx, and if still incel, experience life

If your home life is ghey, get a trade (like carpentery) or truck driving (especially for escortmaxxing) And on top of that with those trades, you won't be fucking poor like me at 30 lol.

Play the game, if nothing else, at least for your own sanity.

Giving up at 19 is like giving up 2 mins in the first quarter of a football game. I don't care if its University of Alabama vs South Dakota State.