It took me too long to realize that ...

[GmeOvr]

1. I am not made for this world.
2. Friendships and romantic partnerships are out of reach for me due to my mental and physical condition
3. I can't hold a stable job due to my mental condition
4. People see me as weak and weird, they only come towards me to abuse/take advantage of me

As a consequence here are the actions I have undertaken:
1. I left the west for SEA and if that end ups not being enough I will have to leave using the rope
2. I do not seek friendship anymore, I talk with myself and have virtual friends, I satisfy my sexual desires with the pay-to-play, and sometimes I just LDAR
3. I won't ever again seek a 9-5 job at an office or any place where I have to be in contact with people. I Neetbuxed on the social wellfare system for some time before finding a way to make cash online in a let's say legal gray area
4. I have learned to red flag any person that comes to me and is very nice, often it turned out they wanted just to steal or make fun of me. I do not lend money to anyone anymore and learned to say "no" to their requests and demands.

 

[juche necromancer]

how is seamaxxing going

 

[GmeOvr]

how is seamaxxing going

It kept me from roping.
The society is different over here, access to paid sex is much easier and much better accepted and organized.
Prostitution is in theory illegal in all of SEA but just read this:

A nationwide survey of 600 randomly selected Thai men found that a surprising 75 percent of them had bought sex at some point in their lives.
In Tak province, 64 percent of those living in rural areas and 87 percent in towns had paid for sex, 20 percent in just the past month.

Pay-to-play is extremely accepted in SEA. And you won't get in trouble for it, the policemens are probably doing it as well.
There are many copes over here, not just sex, the weather is nice, there are more activities you can do.
Nothing is regulates, you can go to a pharmacy and buy almost any jewpill you want without needing a prescription.
In Cambodia you can go to the shooting stand and fire RPGs or throw grenades on chicken or cows.
It is like a giant amusement park for depressed incels like myself.

 

[Max Doltman]

wow. you are higher iq and driven. opposite of me. i wish i had it in me to travel world by myself.

 

[GmeOvr]

wow. you are higher iq and driven. opposite of me. i wish i had it in me to travel world by myself.

I am 34 and had to suffer for decades before I somehow found a way to escape my misery

 

[Max Doltman]

I am 34 and had to suffer for decades before I somehow found a way to escape my misery

6 years older with dry dick

 

[NorthernWind]

4. People see me as weak and weird, they only come towards me to abuse/take advantage of me

Same.

 

[glowIntheDark]

Why don't u get a SEA gf? Why restrict urself to escorts?

 

[GmeOvr]

Same.

It's an incel trait

 

[GmeOvr]

Why don't u get a SEA gf? Why restrict urself to escorts?

There is not such a thing as a free lunch in SEA.
You have to pay one way or the other, so better pay per transaction instead of getting sucked dry by a manipulative bar girl pretenting she is loving you.
I met too many SEAmaxxers that came with a lot of money and lost it all to a foid within 2-3 years, it is not worth it.
You have to be very street wise over here or you are not gonna make it.
I got scammed multiple times, luckily nothing too bad so far.

 

[Vale]

Same man. I am a failure.