Alone75
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It'll hopefully help me stay hard when I try to have sex for the first time, as I will feel very nervous too. No I haven't got a girlfriend suddenly or a casual tinder lay lined up [lol as if that would fucking happen!]
But for when I give in and see an escort, not sure I will yet.
But I think I'll feel better with the monkey finally off my back, although wearing a condom and being a cuck paying a seedy foid for access to her 1000+ cock hole isn't something I've ever wanted to do.
But I also need to face facts that I stand less chance than ever of finding something real, older women don't lower their standards either, or certainly not for me.
I'm angry and sad taking this route, but I feel the same by having nothing at all month after month, year after year and now decade after decade. So I will most probably try escorts in the not so distant future. If only for a one off.
But for when I give in and see an escort, not sure I will yet.
But I think I'll feel better with the monkey finally off my back, although wearing a condom and being a cuck paying a seedy foid for access to her 1000+ cock hole isn't something I've ever wanted to do.
But I also need to face facts that I stand less chance than ever of finding something real, older women don't lower their standards either, or certainly not for me.
I'm angry and sad taking this route, but I feel the same by having nothing at all month after month, year after year and now decade after decade. So I will most probably try escorts in the not so distant future. If only for a one off.