Blackpill What i've learned about normies as a sperg who observed his entire life

[RealSchizo]

I wish I was able to enjoy life and live as care-free as them.

This is a jealous rant, yes.

While a lot of you may think that normies are stupid I feel more stupid than them for constantly worrying and being paranoid about stuff.

I wish I were able to just chill and not think about anything but negative thoughts constantly race inside of my brain which makes relaxation impossible.

Even If I do manage to relax it is pretty short lived I'd say 10 to 15 minutes before the negative thoughts come back.

I've tried weed, alcohol and anything available that boosts your confidence and calm your mind and NONE worked.

Weed made me paranoid, alcohol made me sad and miserable. I feel better when I am sober.

Weed especially is for giga NTs but give a joint to a sperg and he will start overthinking and over analyzing everything which will lead to a very bad experience.

Using alcohol by yourself merely just sucks. It is meant to be drank when you're in some kind of company.

I've tried watching porn and been an addict for a decade now all it did was make me more miserable and anxious but for normies i've noticed it is beneficial.

I remember getting high once and got so paranoid that I wished the high went off sooner so I don't lose my mind completely.

It's over. @ElTruecel @juche necromancer @DarkStarDown

 

[supersoldier]

all of this high inhibition and paranoid ideas makes things even worse, even if you're subhuman but at least you just do whatever you want without overthinking every of your step and action, what other people think of you, how someone looked weird at you etc.

I try change my mindset about it but it's hard.

 

[RealSchizo]

all of this high inhibition and paranoid ideas makes things even worse, even if you're subhuman but at least you just do whatever you want without overthinking every of your step and action, what other people think of you, how someone looked weird at you etc.

I try change my mindset about it but it's hard.

high inhibition is usually a trait in non-NTs and bully victims. Not even the biggest autists are as high inhib as someone who was picked on all the time and abused throughout his entire life this is just the sad reality.

 

[juche necromancer]

Competitive games are truly the best respite when you wish to temporarily escape paranoia.

 

[DeathIsSalvation]

Do u think a therpaist canhelp with that?

 

[RealSchizo]

Do u think a therpaist canhelp with that?

no

 

[DeathIsSalvation]

no

why not

 

[tulasdanslos]

I wish I was mentally subnormal like normies, I would find crass references to sexual acts to be the pinnacle of comedy, like the few friends I had back in elementary school.

 

[Audley Porter]

why not

Why do you think it would?

 

[DeathIsSalvation]

Why do you think it would?

science and confirmed cases of it working

 

[RealSchizo]

why not

my suffering is beyond any therapist ability. Most therapist are bluepilled fucks who will gaslight the living shit out of you anyways. The blackpill is the best therapy.

 

[RealSchizo]

science and confirmed cases of it working

it works for normies, not for actual subhumans. My life is the way it is because I am an ugly subhuman.

Things would be different if I were a CHAD.

 

[Audley Porter]

science and confirmed cases of it working

It doesn't.

 

[To koniec]

Weed can cause schizophrenia, it was bad idea

drugs and booze are good...for normies and even there it has big downsides, always thought that weed has NT aura around same with booze.

 

[Friezacel]

Dont agree with the post. Plenty of spergs and other non NT on this forum who smoke weed, including me. You are either just generally sensitive to weed or the weed you smoke has too much THC. Or maybe because you smoke sativa

 

[ElTruecel]

Dont agree with the post. Plenty of spergs and other non NT on this forum who smoke weed, including me.

Never done drugs and never been drunk due to not being allowed. I don’t think I’ll ever High or drunk tbh it requires being NT finding dealers or being allowed to get drunk in family gatherings.

 

[Friezacel]

Never done drugs and never been drunk due to not being allowed. I don’t think I’ll ever High or drunk tbh it requires being NT finding dealers or being allowed to get drunk in family gatherings.

I was lucky enough to have some dealers but most of them i dont have contact anymore or they stopped selling. Only have one now and very limited choice. Also now that its legal in Cuckmany/Chadmany, i can plant it myself once i find the time

 

[ElTruecel]

I was lucky enough to have some dealers but most of them i dont have contact anymore or they stopped selling. Only have one now and very limited choice. Also now that its legal in Cuckmany/Chadmany, i can plant it myself once i find the time

Ah

 

[Stupid Clown]

Drinking a ton and then going to sleep isn't a bad strategy but I suppose it has different effects on different people.