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I tried everything to make friends; I tried everything to be the best version of myself but my genes are actually limiting everything.
When I was in middle school I made jokes about myself or I acted out of ordinary just to male others laugh; when they laughed I felt like I was part of a group.
Of course none of them respected me and they actually used me for their jokes or they slap on the back of my head.
Now at work I look like an inhibited inept who's afraid of everything and that can't do anything alone without making mistakes or damages.
I try to do some self irony just to make them less irritated by my presence
When I was in middle school I made jokes about myself or I acted out of ordinary just to male others laugh; when they laughed I felt like I was part of a group.
Of course none of them respected me and they actually used me for their jokes or they slap on the back of my head.
Now at work I look like an inhibited inept who's afraid of everything and that can't do anything alone without making mistakes or damages.
I try to do some self irony just to make them less irritated by my presence