Wow, that has to be hard. I camped in my home for a while before the electricity got turned on. It had been boarded up because I left it for a few years, and my neighborhood was high crime. Not having juice was extremely difficult when it was nearly pitch black inside. For months I also didn't have running water while redoing the plumbing, and had to take 3 gallon showers from bottles painstakingly. You get used to it.
I think you can let it beat you down, which that kind of a thing has a tendency to do or use it to develop fortitude. It makes me think of all the kids in Silicon Valley renting closets for $3000.00 per month, and crying about it when they make like $250k per year. Some chick who was security for google was like, I'm renting a camper, saving my money, and moving to Oklahoma in like 2 years to buy a house outright with a fraction of what I save. Homelessness is a mindset really. Had a buddy who will retire from a military career soon who lived out of the back of his truck in the woods. Said he absolutely loved it. It is wierd how people can only reference the standards they know from the last generation, when having something like a truck which is weatherproof is luxurious compared to soldiers in the field, nomads, or hunter gatherers in terms of comfort.
Make the best of it, and systematically plot your next move while you have the luxury of low expenses man. If you control your perspective, you will get strength from the experience.
