JFL Lost virginity to escort

[KetamineAddictYoda]

So after my previous posts debating whether I should do it, I did it a couple days ago. Yes, maybe the price was too high, but she is a top tier escort meant for businessmen making crazy amounts of money and I'm never escorting again. A week of wageslaving and I have the money back so idc.

It was neither glorified masturbation nor the cure to inceldom and I was far too nervous to thoroughly enjoy it. Despite that, it was a great (albeit awkward) time both during and after sex. The beginning was a totally surreal experience; I couldn't believe I was finally having sex. It was just like the hundreds of pornos I had jacked off too. She was very casual and kind, taking the lead on almost everything since I was an anxious wreck of a virgin. After about 20 minutes we cuddled and discussed a variety of weird topics and our backgrounds for the rest of the hour. There were some genuine moments of laughter and connection, especially since we are of similar age and I'm not her usual clientele of fat, old rich guys who cheat on their wife.

In conclusion, sex without romantic love remains quite meaningless to me and I now feel quite guilty and embarrassed for what I have done, but at least I can die knowing what sex feels like.

 

[lazy_gamer_423]

inceldom discussed

 

[Samurai]

There were some genuine moments of laughter and connection,

She's paid to do that retard

 

[Fire.]

Confidence boosted

 

[Shakur The Homie]

inceldom discussed

 

[TFDinGTA]

why are posts like this allowed?

 

[Jiji777]

There were some genuine moments of laughter and connection.

 

[blackpillscience]

why are posts like this allowed?

Because ppl voted to allow it

 

[bobby_fisher]

this could very easily become an expensive habit, its not even worth it to do so

 

[1nsomniak]

 

[Corvus]

So after my previous posts debating whether I should do it, I did it a couple days ago. Yes, maybe the price was too high, but she is a top tier escort meant for businessmen making crazy amounts of money and I'm never escorting again. A week of wageslaving and I have the money back so idc.

It was neither glorified masturbation nor the cure to inceldom and I was far too nervous to thoroughly enjoy it. Despite that, it was a great (albeit awkward) time both during and after sex. The beginning was a totally surreal experience; I couldn't believe I was finally having sex. It was just like the hundreds of pornos I had jacked off too. She was very casual and kind, taking the lead on almost everything since I was an anxious wreck of a virgin. After about 20 minutes we cuddled and discussed a variety of weird topics and our backgrounds for the rest of the hour. There were some genuine moments of laughter and connection, especially since we are of similar age and I'm not her usual clientele of fat, old rich guys who cheat on their wife.

In conclusion, sex without romantic love remains quite meaningless to me and I now feel quite guilty and embarrassed for what I have done, but at least I can die knowing what sex feels like.

was it as good as people say?

 

[highschoolcel]

Why do people hate on OP ?

What’s more incel than losing your virginity to a whore ?

 

[Jud Pottah]

this could very easily become an expensive habit, its not even worth it to do so

This is the bait, they have to make money.

 

[Friezacel]

why are posts like this allowed?

Because escortmaxxing is allowed according to the rules

 

[FrenchSandNigger]

Why do people hate on OP ?

What’s more incel than losing your virginity to a whore ?

This, only true incel endup going to a whore, yesterday i almost paid a whore too, i didn't because i think im not enough blackpill and i started to think that maybe there is a chance for me ( joke on me ) but yeah it's the ultimate step for an incel to loose his V card to a prostitute.

Think about it guys, once you did it there is no going back, even if you find a wife, you will now that the first that a woman accepted to have a intimate relationship with you was because you PAID HER for that.

It feel like paying for a actor to act like your friends for one hours in a café, when the hours is done, he will break the act and ask you if you can afford one more our of fake friendship..Same for whore, they are your sexfriends/GF for the hours you paid, after that you are not even a souvenir for her.

 

[KetamineAddictYoda]

She's paid to do that retard

Duh, but its not hard to tell when someone is bullshitting interest and laughs vs when its at least a little genuine. They are escorts, not the greatest actors.

was it as good as people say?

Well, it really depends. Firstly, I was using a condom and secondly, I had no romantic attraction to her. If it was without a condom and with the love of my life than I couldn't imagine a greater feeling in the world. Physically speaking, a fleshlight feels better since its designed to maximize pleasure. However, the mental is not there. Even though pussy is worse than a fleshlight, to know you're inside a real woman, to hear her (fake) moans, to feel and grope her body... It all makes the experience considerably better than a fleshlight. Although I'm now more desperate for pussy, I can still live without it.

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Obviously the way I would want to ascend is I'm my teenage years with a girl I love. That deck of cards was not dealt to me sadly. I knew this when I was 18 and I had to do what had to be done. It is what it is

 

[edgelordcel]

Sexhaver ramblings
Dnrd

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Sexhaver ramblings
Dnrd

 

[screwthefbi]

Ya confidence is gonna be boosted for so long until you realize you wont be geniunely loved

 

[Audley Porter]

Celibate = Having Sex

 

[Ventingblackpiller]

So after my previous posts debating whether I should do it, I did it a couple days ago. Yes, maybe the price was too high, but she is a top tier escort meant for businessmen making crazy amounts of money and I'm never escorting again. A week of wageslaving and I have the money back so idc.

It was neither glorified masturbation nor the cure to inceldom and I was far too nervous to thoroughly enjoy it. Despite that, it was a great (albeit awkward) time both during and after sex. The beginning was a totally surreal experience; I couldn't believe I was finally having sex. It was just like the hundreds of pornos I had jacked off too. She was very casual and kind, taking the lead on almost everything since I was an anxious wreck of a virgin. After about 20 minutes we cuddled and discussed a variety of weird topics and our backgrounds for the rest of the hour. There were some genuine moments of laughter and connection, especially since we are of similar age and I'm not her usual clientele of fat, old rich guys who cheat on their wife.

In conclusion, sex without romantic love remains quite meaningless to me and I now feel quite guilty and embarrassed for what I have done, but at least I can die knowing what sex feels like.

I am too low inibh to do this but before dying I will probably do it

 

[SociallyStupid]

Duh, but its not hard to tell when someone is bullshitting interest and laughs vs when its at least a little genuine. They are escorts, not the greatest actors.

They are all day paid to give men a great fantasy, so they have a lot of experience in what works and what doesn't.

 

[_meh]

It would probably make sense to continuously escortcel, if you're making a good amount of money. I don't think it could be a one off kind of thing.

Anyway regardless even non-paid sex is transactional, that's the reality.

 

[KetamineAddictYoda]

They are all day paid to give men a great fantasy, so they have a lot of experience in what works and what doesn't.

You guys need to stop being autistic and realize its possible to say a joke that makes someone laugh, escort or not.

 

[ResidentHell]

You spent 40 minutes doing nothing. A waste of money. Should have paid for 30min instead of 1hr. There is no pride in escortbuxxing, she makes in 1 hour what you make in 10. But the pros to escortbux are that it’s overall cheaper than LTR/marriage, and it’s less cucked than being a victim of divorce-rape or paternity fraud

 

[SuccessfulShark]

Well done brocel, it's not a solution but it's important to experience sex from time to time, I have been using whores for three years now, usually once a month for half an hour, always go as cheap as I can, I have no regrets

 

[ThinTinyDickCel]

>His dick is big enough to have sex with a woman
Chad
>He's able to talk about random topics with a woman
Chad
>He's able to make a woman laugh
Chad

 

[supersoldier]

Price of sex is inflated by pussy cartel, if 30 minutes of whore time costed around 10$ then men's lifes would be better.

 

[nystagmuscel]

Why do people hate on OP ?

What’s more incel than losing your virginity to a whore ?